dianemarie91

This is NOT going how I planned at all…I completely failed chemistry…but that’s okay. I can get my act back together and do my best next quarter!

My goal has been to get high honors which means all A’s since sophmore year. I’m a senior now and I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY just want to accomplish my goal. The problem isn’t that the work is too hard or anything, I think it’s that I get depressed and angry during the winter. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, but it seems like the winter lasts for more than half the year and that I’m stuck either inside school or inside a car or inside my house the entire time. It makes me sooooo MAD. I really hate winter. I get so caught up in being stuck inside that my grades suffer because I just feel like I’m in a rut and I don’t care as much. Anyway, this year I’m going to change all this winter depression stuff. I’m going to get out of the house and mix things up and hang out with friends more and I know that my grades will be better if I’m just happier. I just have to TRY MY BEST, because I know I can do it.

I not only want to read the bible, I want to also explore other religious texts and beleifs, because if I’m going to devote my whole soul to something, well then shouldn’t I atleast know the options? I don’t really think I’m the kind of person who could just beleive in one religion, because I think each different religion has it’s good points and bad points. I don’t know. I’m young and naive, and I just want to figure out what I beleive in. I know I believe in God. I can’t help but beleive in God, but I want to read the bible and figure out exactly how I interpret it, because I know from the little that I have read, that I don’t see it the same way some other people see it.