I'm doing 22 things
for me
21 months ago
start working my flabby butt into shape for this summer. I wanna be hot in my bikini
dillusion11's Life List
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1. get a tattoo
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2. become thin
16 entries . 3 cheers249 people -
3. stop cutting myself
7 entries . 1 cheer250 people -
4. be in love
4 entries . 1 cheer730 people -
5. work out
1 entry477 people -
6. go to a rock concert
2 entries170 people -
7. travel the world
1 entry . 1 cheer18,553 people -
8. become a published author
1 entry . 1 cheer189 people -
9. become confident
1 entry . 1 cheer124 people -
10. pierce my belly-button
1 entry . 1 cheer43 people -
11. be a good mom
2 entries . 4 cheers711 people -
12. be myself
3 entries . 2 cheers1,735 people -
13. smile more
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14. go to college
1 entry3,976 people -
15. pro ana
1,161 people -
16. run
1 cheer1,126 people -
17. be a better sister
3 entries620 people -
18. be happy
4 entries . 1 cheer21,832 people -
19. learn to play guitar
1 entry4,286 people -
20. be anorexic
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21. look like Mary-kate
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22. pierce my eye-brow
1 entry134 people
Recent entries
Shannin
21 months ago
my ex came back into town from Iraq and we hooked up. he was the guy who broke my heart repeatedly for like 5 months. it’s been two years since I’ve really seen him but the moment I do my heart falls all over itself. I still love him after all this time… I dun know what to do. I wish I could be with him but I dun think he wants me for anything more then a lay. that’s all I was before… what should I do?! the pic is him over in Iraq
haven't been so well
21 months ago
Iwas trying to do better for my baby but thing haven’t been so good. I’ve cut the past three days and it doesn’t feel like I’m going to be able to stop for awhile. I cut a heart into my ankle and the kanji symbol for pain into shoulder. then the rest of my legs and arms are covered in various cuts. I don’t know if I’m ever going to be able to stop and go into recovery. I’ve been so addicted to this for 7 years what if I’m never going to be able to stop? what is I’m never able to WANT to stop…?
