I'm doing 22 things
start working my flabby butt into shape for this summer. I wanna be hot in my bikini
dillusion11's Life List
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1. become thin
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2. smile more
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3. go to a rock concert
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4. become a published author
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5. become confident
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6. go to college
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7. stop cutting myself
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8. pro ana
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9. learn to play guitar
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10. look like Mary-kate
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11. be a good mom
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12. be a better sister
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13. be happy
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14. be in love
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15. be myself
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16. be anorexic
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17. pierce my belly-button
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18. pierce my eye-brow
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19. get a tattoo
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20. travel the world
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21. run
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22. work out
1 entry592 people
Recent entries
my ex came back into town from Iraq and we hooked up. he was the guy who broke my heart repeatedly for like 5 months. it’s been two years since I’ve really seen him but the moment I do my heart falls all over itself. I still love him after all this time… I dun know what to do. I wish I could be with him but I dun think he wants me for anything more then a lay. that’s all I was before… what should I do?! the pic is him over in Iraq
Iwas trying to do better for my baby but thing haven’t been so good. I’ve cut the past three days and it doesn’t feel like I’m going to be able to stop for awhile. I cut a heart into my ankle and the kanji symbol for pain into shoulder. then the rest of my legs and arms are covered in various cuts. I don’t know if I’m ever going to be able to stop and go into recovery. I’ve been so addicted to this for 7 years what if I’m never going to be able to stop? what is I’m never able to WANT to stop…?
