The longest I’ve managed to keep my room tidy is about 2 days! I really want to keep it tidy, it takes so much time to keep tidying it!
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Whenever I see this on the movies, I always wish that I could do tjat! I’ve done it once, but it was a really easy lock, and all the other times I’ve tried, I’ve failed. And I’m pretty sure it will come in handy one day, I always forget my key!
I really want to stop being so self conscious. Every day I go out, I wonder what people will think about me. Am I too dressed up? Not dresed up enough? Sometimes I’m scared to talk about stuff, or joke around, because I’m scared of what people will think.
I used to record my dreams almost every day, but then I kept forgetting… And now I want to start again.
I always feel ugly, some days I can’t even bear to look in the mirror. I’m really chubby, but especially in my face. I even try not to smile because it makes me look like some monster! Very few people tell me that I am pretty, and the ones that do are my family and close friends, and they’re just saying it to be nice. I want someone to tell me I’m pretty and mean it.
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