dizzle141




I'm doing 10 things
 

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  1. 1. get a better job
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  2. 2. be a good wife
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    638 people
  3. 3. get rid of my freckles
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  4. 4. make more money
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  5. 5. not be so lazy
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  6. 6. drink less
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  7. 7. stop smoking
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  8. 8. have children
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  9. 9. want to have kids
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  10. 10. have more sex
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be a good wife
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some times when he wants to have sex i don’t want to, I feel like I always must say yes even though I don’t feel like it, because if i say no to many times he will go to some one else for it. I don’t have a large sex drive like my husband if he could he would have it 6 times a day! im just not like that.
he has always had such a huge sex drive he even dated a porn star b4 me! recently i havent said no once because i don’t want sex to be an issue in our life! im only 22 and i have like no sex drive! i barely ever want to have it i would only do it like 2 a week if it were my choice! I find my self asking “is ther somthing wrong with me” I don’t know if this is normal or not?!



be anorexic
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sucks



have children
im scared

my husband wants to have a baby but im really scared.. im even more worried that im never going to be ready..
how can everyone else just get pregers and not even worry about everything after i cant stop thinking about everything that will happen after i have one! can i afford it? will i mess him/her up? will i be a good mother? can i take care of them? can i quit smokeing or drinking? the list goes on and on and on!! whats wrong with me? oh yea im only 22




 

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