I just wish…wish…wish…I don’t know…it just seems like such a big deal, big expense, etc. but I know, I’d love it. I need to get more pointed. More focused. Like…what do I really want to get done in my life. I’m forty years old dammit.
djshayrox's Life List
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1. master the violin
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2. get my fingernails and cuticles smooth, healthy and strong
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3. Rant & Rave
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4. Hear the rite of spring then play it
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5. Today I will...
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6. do yoga regularly
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7. meet angelina jolie
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8. have biracial kids
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9. join a dance class
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10. Go to a norah jones concert
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11. stretch every day
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12. learn Haitian Creole
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13. Send a postcard to Postsecret
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14. Lose 100 pounds
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15. go back to yoga
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16. play electric bass in a funky band
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17. Elect Barack Obama president
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18. Get a charm bracelet and charms to put on it
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19. Send a care package to a soldier
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20. fall in love with someone who loves me too
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21. get outdoors more
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22. have an income of more than $200K a year doing what I love
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23. finish my masters
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24. be a vegetarian
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25. open a community cultural center
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I have a group of seven students this spring and we had a beautiful little recital. Now I’m seriously considering putting it out there for junior high and high school violinists who want private lessons.
I have someone who takes care of me by providing for me.
He is twenty years older than I and he embarrasses me. He’s a
true slob. Truly…I’m not kidding. He said absolutely stupid things and it really pisses me off. He “loves” me though! Hmmm.
One Hundred Years of Solitude by GGM taught me that life is short and that basically we’re all the same in that we all pass on. Die.
I need to figure out priorities here.
I don’t know.
I also have a guy that I meet with regularly and have awesome sex with and he turns me on very much. Is This love. Some say not but I love being with him. So now what?
