dmwilson2008

well i am soooo scared of height that it really paralizes me somtimes. so a friend of mine suggested that i walk thru the fear and do something postive. for me i want to bungee jump and YES I AM SCARED of doing that… I can be on rides that are high and as long as i close my eyes i am ok, but if i keep my eyes open i get scared all over again. I am tired of being afraid of everything, man i will only be 40 once in my life so why not now? My 30’s are way over and i want to start my 40’s in a postive manner! wish me luck!

Finally getting able to get out of bed and move around has helped me finish some stuff that needed to be done. I suffer from severe depression and life would overwhelm me to no point sometimes…what helped me is first taking a anti-depresse medicine a lot of prayer and doing some mild exercise like yoga and walking for 30 mimutes and then being able to do an hour….I still get very tired but make every effort to move around, it makes me feel better.

I learned my lesson the very hard way here in texas. for years I would drive a car without basic inusrance (a big no no) and would get pulled over for stupid stuff, then the cop would find out i did not have insurance on my car, they would give me a ticket for no insurance. after i paid the ticket the state sent my a notice in the mail that i now had to pay a surcharge of 260.00 a year for 3 years for EACH conviction. needless to say i got a few of those tickets and surcharge notices. since i could not pay them off my dl was suspended for a very long time until i could pay them off. (5 years) so over the last 4 years i have been taking my irs refund money and paying them down will this past january i made my last payment and also payed the 100.00 reinstatement fee! so all i need to do know is have insurance on my car and go get my dl! these past 5 years have really taught me a lot about being responsible for my actions. NEVER WILL I EVER GO WITHOUT INSURANCE….plus i will work on not getting pulled over either.