Rik




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  1. 1. own my own home
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    1,458 people
  2. 2. Dare others to run around there houses nude
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    2 people
  3. 3. Drink less soda
    3 entries . 1 cheer
    464 people
  4. 4. Bring Jesus closer to as many people through my Music
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    1 person
  5. 5. get my songs copyrighted
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    1 person
  6. 6. Record my first song
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    2 people
  7. 7. i WANT TO GET TO THE GRAND O'L OPRY
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    1 person
  8. 8. take one day at a time stay in the moment
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    1 person
  9. 9. Go to graduate school
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    1,173 people
  10. 10. Take a "one-year off" trip
    238 people
  11. 11. "Fall in real love: ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't live without each other love." - AND have that love be reciprocated...
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    42 people
  12. 12. speak a foreign language fluently
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    105 people
  13. 13. get a clue
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    8 people
  14. 14. be a stupid professor
    3 people
  15. 15. be a professor
    88 people
  16. 16. Get a PhD
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    2,963 people
  17. 17. expand my vocabulary
    2,739 people
  18. 18. Play at the Grand O'l Opry
    1 entry
    1 person
  19. 19. gather a folk/gospel/country band to spread the word of Jesus
    2 entries . 1 cheer
    1 person
  20. 20. drink more water
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    20,326 people
  21. 21. visit more museums and galleries
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    74 people
  22. 22. finish writing any one of the worship songs Ive started
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    2 people
  23. 23. Learn to SNOWBOARD before I turn 40 in one year.
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    5 people
  24. 24. Find the person who wants these books
    1 entry
    1 person
  25. 25. find someone some where some way some how
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    1 person
  26. 26. Finish the sad love song
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    1 person
Recent entries
Finish the sad love song
doing what I am writing

another sad song about love and there lack of…. Love & & & & & & & & & & whats next????



find someone some where some way some how
It is in the heart & soul

Jeeez, you know, I am sure you get the idea, and the complications which surround Humans hearts. Why do we pursue others when they are not interested? Why do we do the things we do anyhow? Why when you think love is so new that you are oblivious to the surroundings and the consequences?
I had never actually cheated on one single person while I was in a committed relationship. I flirted a lot, but the old school guy here never once touched another when I made the promise. No I am not bragging, Simply stating a fact.
How often should a person sit and think of finding the one he/she deserves? Why is this so complicated, and yet so doggone simple. I know I want to find the missing soul to mine. Why do I share this, this extremely sensitive question to complete strangers.
I think of it as sending a message in a bottle, eventually someone who is in the same longing will read what she feels and move forward.
I would travel, if I knew there was one person, THE Women who is what she wants from her soul to mine. Wouldn’t you do the same?
I am not desperate, but extremely lonely with the lack of Love. I have yet to feel the tenderness of souls reaching out and simply caressing my heart, my spirit. It should be ying/yang. It should be a sacrifice made on both levels from the two lovers. When the hearts are united, there is nothing which means more. I have had this heart broken many times and wonder why I even try to look further for more heart breaking’s. The last time I swore I would rather marry for money. Just like the saying goes, you don’t knokw what you got until its gone. Why do we make such ignorant decisions when we are in these relationships. I
would like to be just happy knowing that when one person says I love you they actually mean it and there is no possible way that you or I would break that heart no matter what the circumstances were?
They say cheaters never quit.
Wow, I long to have this heart touched, this spirit to dance with the One seeking the same. Is there someone actually out there willing to give just as much as I can. You think when two are together and there are some things which drives you batty about a person that you should concentrate on the negative? Put simply, You who where why how and when it is, should see what there is when the eyes meet. when the words are just spoken, when the touch of your fingers touch mine, you will know.
My heart yearns, my spirit aches, my soul waits…... Can you be some where so I can find you Can I be assured that the next song I write is a song of of two spirits with love in the hearts…. What if you are on the other side of the planet, would you search the globe to meet me as I ?
I await….



drink less soda (read all 3 entries…)
Cn't do it

can’t do it yet. I am addicted.



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