whitesunset

Haven’t had anything to drink for awhile now…somewhere around 1 1/2 months. Feels so good to feel so good! Hope all is well with my cyber buds..Pulling for ya.Sunny
p.s. where’s my neally!!

It’s been good not drinking….I’m very blessed, life is wonderful, no big worries except….....Now I find myself bored. I have alot of things to keep me busy, but the thing that is missing is that Rush I use to get with AL. Even tho it was 20 minutes of “hell I feel good” and a lifetime of regrets, I’m finding it hard to keep the every day life a “rush”. Long term drinking has put me into a sort of “life should be exciting every moment” stage, and I would do some really “exciting” things when dowsed in this poison, and now I am in the normal stream of life, and it is taking some getting use to. I have bad anxiety, and when I’d drink, nothing was impossible..sober I seem to fear a little more when trying new ventures. None the less, what I have to gain and what I have to lose, I must weigh before I talk myself into another drink, because I do have a little princess who needs me and she tips the scale. Say a little prayer for me, cause I’m also praying for all here on this blog….......Sunny

even my thoughts are melting…along with my desire to drink. Been staying busy with my garden. So far I have put up 105 quarts of peas. Next, beans and corn. Keeping busy means keeping sober for me. Hope everyone is well and sober….....Just wanted to check in and say hello. AS always pulling for my buds….......Sunny