I don’t.
I don’t think she ever actually did or said anything against me. She was just there and for one reason or another I decided to methodically dislike her.
I want to give that up. No more will I look at her and narrow my eyes in a glare, no more will I allow petty, catty thoughts to zip through my mind when I see her. She’s she and I’m me and I want to finally be okay with that.
dollyhaze's Life List
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1. stop worrying
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2. see the world
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3. make friends and keep them
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4. stop holding grudges
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5. get a tattoo that means something to me
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6. keep a daily journal again
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7. stop procrastinating
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19 months ago
I need some good friends.
I need bonding time and trust . . .
I need to feel needed and wanted, and I miss needing and wanting people, too.
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19 months ago
I really need to get on this. The worrying is consuming my life. I want to live, not be focused on what might happen if I do. I’m tired of the paranoia and the constant fear eating me up, making me sick.
I don’t want to do this. . . I really need to.
