donfre

I know that I feel more comfortable with a clean home and workspace… but I cant get around the procastination… its takes so long to finally make a push for a cleaner environment. Why not just put on some music and have some fun doing it?... cuz its boring ;) and a continuation of… bore

on everything… which is the main thing to change… havent really gotten around to fully understand when and what hits me to make me feel better… my ten year old essay about the strangers smile can still make me warm… wonder why I cant get it into my thick skull, smile more…

and each time it gets a bit harder… but now Im cutting down significantly thanks to the nicotinespray. Change of wwork has helped too, even thou most people are smoking…