donovanfifi




I'm doing 8 things
 

donovanfifi's Life List

  1. 1. beat dermatillomania
    1 entry
    106 people
  2. 2. stop picking
    93 people
  3. 3. stop being so awkward
    8 people
  4. 4. live
    1,883 people
  5. 5. love myself
    4,412 people
  6. 6. get a boyfriend
    1 entry
    2,435 people
  7. 7. be proud of my accomplishments
    9 people
  8. 8. start exercising regularly
    1 entry
    282 people

How I did it
How to visit this site when I feel like I need some encouragement
It took me
1 day
It made me
better


How to stop cutting
It took me
1 year
It made me
happy and proud


Recent entries
start exercising regularly
An active lifestyle is important!!! 4 months ago

I wanna be fit and healthy, especially before I go off to college :)
I need to take better care of myself and exercising is a good way to relieve stress!



get a boyfriend
WHY? 18 yrs and still nada 4 months ago

Why can’t I find anyone for me?? Am I not good enough?



beat dermatillomania
I have picked at my skin ever since I was a little girl 4 months ago

When I was younger I was always outside running around, so I always had cuts and bruises on my legs. I would always pick at the scabs until they bled. People sometimes thought I had chicken pocks I had so many scabs on my legs. Then I started picking at the skin around my nails. I would pick until they were swollen, red and bleeding. People would always ask what happened to my fingers and I never knew what to say. When I was a teenager I was diagnosed with MDD (major depressive disorder) and I cut myself. I’ve always struggled with anxiety, and I am guessing that this, along with my perfectionism and low self-esteem, led me to self harm. I have finally stopped cutting and picking at my nails! I am so proud of myself. However, lately I have been under stress, as I am going away to college in August, and I have been picking at my skin and scalp almost constantly when I am alone. I was so happy I found this website because it was such a relief to find a community to help people through this.




 

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