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dreamlady

What you tell yourself you are, you will be



I'm doing 37 things
  

dreamlady's Life List

  2. 1. Improve the quality of my life
    9 entries . 12 cheers     		6 people
  3. 2. become the young woman I want to be
    10 entries . 7 cheers     		1 person
  4. 3. write a short story.
    1 entry . 4 cheers     		1,008 people
  5. 4. find work I'm passionate about
    2 cheers     		959 people
  6. 5. write a book
    2 cheers     		26,116 people
  7. 6. Go to Iceland
    1 cheer     		523 people
  8. 7. publish a short story
    2 cheers     		320 people
  9. 8. teach English abroad
    1 cheer     		253 people
  10. 9. motivate myself
    4 entries . 1 cheer     		115 people
  11. 10. be more positive
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		2,134 people
  12. 11. Let go of the past
    2 entries . 3 cheers     		1,582 people
  13. 12. live in a foreign country
    3 cheers     		2,456 people
  14. 13. lose weight
    1 entry     		36,389 people
  15. 14. learn to swim
    4 cheers     		2,960 people
  16. 15. Finish My Course With a Pass and Secure Myself a Placement
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		1 person
  17. 16. post random questions daily and see if anyone plays with me and answers them :)
    4 entries . 1 cheer     		330 people
  18. 17. travel the world
    		18,583 people
  19. 18. stop depending on others for my happiness
    3 entries . 7 cheers     		171 people
  20. 19. Make the most of my 20's
    1 entry . 3 cheers     		611 people
  21. 20. watch one tree hill
    3 entries     		372 people
  22. 21. Leave home
    5 entries . 5 cheers     		93 people
  23. 22. Change my diet so that I can be healthier
    4 entries . 3 cheers     		1 person
  24. 23. To live instead of exist
    14 entries . 6 cheers     		10,899 people
  25. 24. stop being so angry
    6 cheers     		140 people
  26. 25. get over it
    12 entries . 2 cheers     		365 people
  27. 26. swim with dolphins
    1 entry . 2 cheers     		7,368 people
  28. 27. experience and enjoy the simple things in life
    1 entry . 3 cheers     		1 person
  29. 28. accept every imperfection on my body
    5 cheers     		1 person
  30. 29. publish an article
    2 cheers     		161 people
  31. 30. get over him
    23 entries . 3 cheers     		1,314 people
  32. 31. be more attractive
    5 entries . 1 cheer     		138 people
  33. 32. exercise at least twice a week
    1 entry . 3 cheers     		69 people
  34. 33. learn to drive
    		6,130 people
  35. 34. Enjoy being single
    2 entries . 5 cheers     		216 people
  36. 35. pamper myself
    2 entries . 1 cheer     		65 people
  37. 36. Worry less.
    2 entries     		4,568 people
  38. 37. Finish what I start
    		3,843 people
Recent entries
stop depending on others for my happiness (read all 3 entries…)
Go on Just do It. 2 weeks ago

Its a friday night just like nearly EVERY other 52 weeks of the year and I am on my own. Totally. Nobody to talk to nobody to turn to. Tough luck. Thats just the way my life has turned out. I think I am a good person and have put myself out for others. Still the universe has yet to return this energy to me. There’s not much I can do about it but get on with things. Do I really just step out alone? If I want to go somewhere just go alone? Perhaps I should. Maybe I could make a list of a number of places I would like to go and just turn up. It might make me feel better about myself and appreciate myself more. Why discriminate against who I am just because there’s me and thats all there is? I am all I’ve got. How dare I wait on others who don’t want to be around me to up and decide that they want my company. Forget them. They are not worth my time. thoughts or effort. I am my best asset. I can’t forget that.

People are disappointments so it’s best I rely on MYself. That’s what life has taught me. I cant wait to leave ‘home’ so that I can live my life as I mean to go on. Get a cat or two and then just get on with my life without those who treat me like garbage and never appreciate my being around. Take me for granted in persuit of their own dreams of smoke and mirrors. I just pray to God that I can achieve my ultimate goals next year. The Lord knows I need that.

Nov 06, 01:23PM PST | 3 comments


Finish My Course With a Pass and Secure Myself a Placement
change of direction 2 weeks ago

I finished my course with a score of 90% but have decided not to get a placement with that company, so am looking for other opportunities elsewhere which will provide me with a placement.

Nov 03, 12:54PM PST | 0 comments


motivate myself (read all 4 entries…)
A highly Proactive approach 3 weeks ago

Trying to shake of this depression and make some coherent decisions.

A I will apply for that job this week
B I will apply for that programme
C I will look into volunteering if I don’t get short listed
for that job.
D I will contact agencies and ask whether they will consider me
given my qualifications.

Then I will come back here and review my progress in the next four weeks.

There. Coherent decisions made upon some research and reflective thinking. I can come back here for reference if I start to doubt or second guess my decisions again.

Oct 27, 02:35PM PDT | 0 comments


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