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dreamlady

What you tell yourself you are, you will be



I'm doing 36 things
  

dreamlady's Life List

  2. 1. Improve the quality of my life
    9 entries . 9 cheers     		6 people
  3. 2. stop depending on others for my happiness
    3 entries . 6 cheers     		173 people
  4. 3. become the young woman I want to be
    10 entries . 5 cheers     		1 person
  5. 4. write a short story.
    1 entry . 3 cheers     		1,003 people
  6. 5. find work I'm passionate about
    2 cheers     		958 people
  7. 6. write a book
    1 cheer     		26,010 people
  8. 7. Go to Iceland
    1 cheer     		519 people
  9. 8. publish a short story
    1 cheer     		317 people
  10. 9. teach English abroad
    1 cheer     		252 people
  11. 10. motivate myself
    4 entries . 1 cheer     		114 people
  12. 11. be more positive
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		2,132 people
  13. 12. Let go of the past
    2 entries . 2 cheers     		1,579 people
  14. 13. live in a foreign country
    2 cheers     		2,451 people
  15. 14. lose weight
    1 entry     		36,290 people
  16. 15. learn to swim
    2 cheers     		2,952 people
  17. 16. Finish My Course With a Pass and Secure Myself a Placement
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		1 person
  18. 17. post random questions daily and see if anyone plays with me and answers them :)
    4 entries . 1 cheer     		330 people
  19. 18. Make the most of my 20's
    1 entry . 2 cheers     		608 people
  20. 19. watch one tree hill
    3 entries     		372 people
  21. 20. Leave home
    5 entries . 5 cheers     		93 people
  22. 21. Change my diet so that I can be healthier
    4 entries . 3 cheers     		1 person
  23. 22. To live instead of exist
    14 entries . 6 cheers     		10,868 people
  24. 23. stop being so angry
    5 cheers     		140 people
  25. 24. get over it
    12 entries . 2 cheers     		366 people
  26. 25. swim with dolphins
    1 entry . 2 cheers     		7,348 people
  27. 26. experience and enjoy the simple things in life
    1 entry . 2 cheers     		1 person
  28. 27. accept every imperfection on my body
    5 cheers     		1 person
  29. 28. publish an article
    2 cheers     		160 people
  30. 29. get over him
    23 entries . 3 cheers     		1,311 people
  31. 30. be more attractive
    5 entries . 1 cheer     		138 people
  32. 31. exercise at least twice a week
    1 entry . 2 cheers     		69 people
  33. 32. learn to drive
    		6,117 people
  34. 33. Enjoy being single
    2 entries . 4 cheers     		217 people
  35. 34. pamper myself
    2 entries . 1 cheer     		65 people
  36. 35. Worry less.
    2 entries     		4,542 people
  37. 36. travel the world
    		18,504 people
Recent entries
stop depending on others for my happiness (read all 3 entries…)
Go on Just do It. 3 days ago

Its a friday night just like nearly EVERY other 52 weeks of the year and I am on my own. Totally. Nobody to talk to nobody to turn to. Tough luck. Thats just the way my life has turned out. I think I am a good person and have put myself out for others. Still the universe has yet to return this energy to me. There’s not much I can do about it but get on with things. Do I really just step out alone? If I want to go somewhere just go alone? Perhaps I should. Maybe I could make a list of a number of places I would like to go and just turn up. It might make me feel better about myself and appreciate myself more. Why discriminate against who I am just because there’s me and thats all there is? I am all I’ve got. How dare I wait on others who don’t want to be around me to up and decide that they want my company. Forget them. They are not worth my time. thoughts or effort. I am my best asset. I can’t forget that.

People are disappointments so it’s best I rely on MYself. That’s what life has taught me. I cant wait to leave ‘home’ so that I can live my life as I mean to go on. Get a cat or two and then just get on with my life without those who treat me like garbage and never appreciate my being around. Take me for granted in persuit of their own dreams of smoke and mirrors. I just pray to God that I can achieve my ultimate goals next year. The Lord knows I need that.

Nov 06, 01:23PM PST | 0 comments


Finish My Course With a Pass and Secure Myself a Placement
change of direction 6 days ago

I finished my course with a score of 90% but have decided not to get a placement with that company, so am looking for other opportunities elsewhere which will provide me with a placement.

Nov 03, 12:54PM PST | 0 comments


motivate myself (read all 4 entries…)
A highly Proactive approach 1 week ago

Trying to shake of this depression and make some coherent decisions.

A I will apply for that job this week
B I will apply for that programme
C I will look into volunteering if I don’t get short listed
for that job.
D I will contact agencies and ask whether they will consider me
given my qualifications.

Then I will come back here and review my progress in the next four weeks.

There. Coherent decisions made upon some research and reflective thinking. I can come back here for reference if I start to doubt or second guess my decisions again.

Oct 27, 02:35PM PDT | 0 comments


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create the soundtrack to my life be less afraid build a climbing wall make people feel better. SpiritSoul wants to get a better job watch the sunrise exercise regularly Lose 10 pounds be healthier learn proper application of makeup finish my master travel stop procrastinating write a personal manifesto Start a journal travel the world self esteem fijicat81 wants to lose 10-15 pounds nothing design a font sleep with billie joe armstrong hacking email password buy a new camera feel beautiful solve a rubiks cube in less than a minute Start my own business JulieGargotta wants to become a great cook make a budget and stick to it
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