dreamtour

thanks for your sacrifice,thanks for your scolding,for you always love me.
Thank you for pushing me to lose weight,you want your daughter live life to the pretties at 21
Thank you for dieting yourself,you want your daughter feel proud of you.

I love you,dear self,tho you failed one unit,tho you’re already 21,tho you’re not exciting as those friends around you,I know there’s something more inside.
Dear self,look back,you see those friends you made,see how you grew,dear self,don’t be frustrated,let it be,and learn from your friends around.feel blessed to have friends like these,to have parents understanding and loving like this,be happy with yourself,cuz you’re unique,cuz you’re struggling all the time.
Dear self,you’re not fully recovered from depression,but you’re fighting all along.
Dear self,be tolerant to yourself,to friends around you,to everything happening in this world.
Dear self,make a plan,start studying,start taking driving lessons,start learning a musical instru,start applying for another job,start saying hello to everyone bumping into your sight,don’t be afraid any more,let yourself be.next time going to the bar,dance with the music,let loose,let loose,please,dear self,you’re at the best time in your life,don’t ever let anything get in your way,in this precious youth.
Dear self,get involved in everything you’re interested,ask for help for anything you need help.Don’t be afraid of asking for help,cuz people are willing to help you,cuz you’re polite and sweet and caring.These who help you will be your friends,those not willing to help don’t worth your friendship.
My dear,start trusing people again,please,but never never log in using public computer again,do everything to keep your money safe.
and keep patient till you meet the special someone,it’s good you didn’t lose your thing to this playboy,cuz he won’t respect even more.well,you’re not the kind of woman who enjoys playing men,you’re still an innocent girl.you should get to know more boys your age,and let them get to know you,the real you,the daring,sweet,struggling and pleasant person inside this skin.Please,dear self,for the first time in your life,live your life,let people get to know you.your destined friends will fall in love with you.

Dear self
I’ve been busy those days ,haven’t written you a letter ,but now I’m going to tell you again”I love YOU” ,No matter I wrote to you or not ,no matter I cry for you or laugh,no matter the others love you or not,I will always be on your side ,you’re a quite unique creature in this world ,and I’m really grateful to have you as me.
Thank you.
I love you when you laugh ,because it’s sweet .
I love you even more when you’re crying ,cause I see your delicate soul.
Dear self ,you’re going to be fun ,people around you will find you fun.
So ,just smile and feel comfortable,when people see the real you ,they’ll fall in love with you ,because you’re sweet and endearing and considerate.
Regards
Your previous self