dreyko

I’m just not sure how!

I’ve met a guy I want to be the best version of myself for – but I don’t know where to start. I want to be fitter, prettier, healthier, funnier, cleverer, more house-proud, a better cook, sexier, whatever he wants me to be I want to be. Not because he’s in any way let me think I’m not good enough as I am but because I think he deserves the best.

How do you do this? I don’t know where to start!

Whenever there is confrontation I back away and think “maybe they’re right” even when I know they’re not. I’ll do anything to avoid someone disliking me – even someone I don’t know. Not sure what I’m scared off. Hate the thought of someone hating me or shouting at me or even thinking badly of me when I don’t know about it. I am pathetic and need to learn to stand up for myself.