I’m still too young to move somewhere on my own, but i’m so sick of the place where i’m living. I don’t feel like I belong here really. People tell me that maybe I wouldn’t feel better even if I moved somewhere else to some other country, but it would still be a change in my life and changes are always good. I can’t wait to explore the world and find some place where I feel like I really belong…
I’m finally going to Ireland this christmas, i’m really excited about it :) Anyone knows something that’s worth visiting while i’m there?
I just realized how much I love to write… and I also realized that I have to start writing something… I don’t know if i’ll end up writing a book, but I just wrote Chapter 1 so that’s a start. Maybe this sounds silly, but i’m so proud for doing that and just realizing what I really love doing…
i’m never getting the chance to see them because I live in Sweden and they don’t come here so often… =/ they were here some weeks ago, but I was traveling with my family then… I really hope i’ll get to see them soon…
I always put other people before myself and try to make them happy instead of making myself happier. I realize now that it’s wrong. I shouldn’t be doing this. If i’m not happy then I can’t make other people happy. I need to be happy first and then I can make other people happy. I don’t know how i’ll make myself happy though. It’s so hard, there’s a long road to happiness for me… but i’m trying. I have to be stronger and fight for my happiness.
i just saw them last thursday and it was the most amazing day ever in my life, i swear i’ve never experienced something more wonderful than that concert so it’s definitely worth everything to see them :)
now it’s been almost 2 weeks since i started high school and i’m just starting to realize more and more that i actually never really was shy because what does the word shy actually mean? for me it meant that i’m afraid of talking with other people, afraid of what they might think of me if i say or do something, but i realize more and more that i actually never really cared about that. it’s more something that i am and maybe always will be. i’m just not a people person. i only like having a few close persons around me and that’s it. i don’t need anyone else… that’s what i’ve realized now when i’ve had so many new people around me, talking to me… i’m free now, but i still feel like i don’t want to talk with anyone much, just do my things. i’m sure this sounds weird to many people, but it’s just my thoughts…
I was in Los Angeles last year and it was the most amazing time ever in my life! It’s really not like people think that it’s just about famous people because when i was there i didn’t see anyone famous, but offcourse you’ll most likely see a famous person in LA if you’re lucky. For me the most amazing thing was how much you can see while you’re in LA because if you have a car or rent a car then everything’s so near. In only 10 days i saw hollywood with it’s famous walk of fame, rodeo drive, beverly hills, downtown, universal studios, la zoo, beautiful botanical gardens and the most beautiful beaches i’ve ever seen so that’s why i really recommend everyone to visit LA! =)
My biggest dream right now is to visit Ireland, it seems like such a nice relaxing place with beautiful nature and cool people, just perfect! =)
i’d really need to overcome my shyness, but it’s so hard now because i’ve gone so far with it that it’s impossible for me to step out of it, when i meet new people i don’t even know what i should say and what i shouldn’t and then offcourse i say something that i shouldn’t… everything gets just so wrong that i don’t even want to meet new people and it just kills me because i’d love to have more good friends, i only have a few friends that i really can talk to… so i don’t know what to do now? i’m starting high school in a week and i’m already so nervous because i don’t know anyone there and i’m so afraid that i’ll be lonely so i don’t know what i should do… if anyone could help me, please tell me…
