I'm doing 34 things
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12 months ago
fuck, i need to stop this.
the cuts have been getting worse.
i cut downpast the fatty tissue into the muscle yesterday.
i was considering stitches.
time to fucking grow up.
drunkmunk6's Life List
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1. live like a hermit
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2. Learn to knit
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3. learn how to ride a unicycle
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4. Get a black belt in Karaoke
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5. relax
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6. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
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7. find the one for me
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8. re-learn how to play the guitar
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9. stop trying to grow up too fast.
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10. learn to long board / get one
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11. ride my bike more often
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12. die
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13. be more decisive
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14. stop being too paranoid to take pictures (thereby drawing attn to myself, plus the fear that my subjects don't want to be photographed)
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15. eat healthier
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16. get mad when I should
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17. hold a handstand
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18. learn to ride a horse
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19. go camping alone
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20. learn japanese and go to japan
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21. travel, but NOT be a tourist
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22. Skydive
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23. drive my car less
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24. Go Kayaking
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25. To live instead of exist
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26. learn how to drive stick-shift
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27. own a motorcycle
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28. have a good wood shop in the garage
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29. start exercising regularly
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30. make a wooden clock
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31. have a regular bedtime
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32. not hate americans
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33. do more homework
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34. go to Vietnam
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How I did it
It made me
more confident 
How I did it: i struggled with anxiety and depression for a long time. but in the end what really helped me was just removing myself from what was causing distress in my life, i suppose you could look at it like i ran away from it.but if anything i was beating it completly to death and reading too far into it.you have to step back and just realize it probably does not matter and in the end you have to be happy yourself before you can make other people … Read how I did it…
Recent entries
Untitled
13 months ago
i have completed a few other goals fairly recently in a short ammount of time.
though i cannot seem to peg why i still cut.
its nothing life threatening.
and i only cut the places where i know which veins to avoid.
but i mean.
i just carved the word HATE into myself today.
its starting to get out of control.
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13 months ago
it took some time before i could speak to her again.
and i will admit that i did not want to go.
but i have been going for coffee and just talking with her.
and honestly.
its gotten to the point i can’t remember why i care anymore.
its just time to let go and be a bigger person.
