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dubvsunshine




I'm doing 18 things
  
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get my life in order
life is just slapping me around right now 5 months ago

I drink too much, I smoke too much, I do too many drugs. I had surgery this morning for even more biopsies because my doctor thinks I have a cancer, I have uncontrolled Type I diabetes. I dont want to give myself a pity party about some health problems I’m having, because I’m doing too much damage on my own right now to think there was any way possible I wouldn’t be having any other problems. I just don’t know what to do about it.

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lose weight (read all 6 entries…)
Untitled 1 year ago

ive made it into the 140s. Boys are paying attentino to me even when they aren’t wasted, and im starting to feel pretty. :) :) I can’t wait to weigh 130 lbs and dance around and not even think about the fat on my stomach bouncing around with me.

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Stop drinking so much (alcohol) (read all 2 entries…)
Untitled 1 year ago

wow..i said i would do this..in the past 3 weeks i have spent over $350 on alcohol (pretty much just at the bar). Last week I went out Monday thru Saturday, and to top it off sat. I remember not one thing that happened. NOT ONE. i dont even remember making it to the bar and then i found the receipt from the tab i opened. awesome…

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