dyrne

I have a notebook which I have begun to occasionally write things in, like a diary [but I don’t like that word], and I really like doing it. It’s more personal than an online journal, and I can be more honest and not have to worry about others reading what I have to say.

I always thought keeping something like this was a bit egotistical, but after giving in to the trend, I admit it made me feel a lot less confined. The only problem is I always assume I’ll write at night, before I go to bed. I’ve been staying up late, however, and when I start to write I just don’t have the energy to do anything very thoughtful.

So. I’d like to change that amount of entries, and the length [if not content], so I can have less things clustered in my mind and more room to actually enjoy the present instead of worrying about the past and future.

This is something my friend & I have been thinking about for a while. We found ourselves some partners, and the place we’d like to take lessons at. We’ve even got the price down to a reasonable $10 per person, per lesson [each lesson is 45 minutes, I think, and it would be private].

We put the lessons off until my school had ended, and now we’re both free from any type of educational constraint. However, I’m leaving for 2 weeks, and we won’t be able to start until after that … it seems as if one thing after another is just popping up to stop these classes from happening.

Hopefully after I get back we’ll be able to do something.

or, if that won’t work right away, at least fall for someone who could love me back. no more of this one-sided stuff.