when i am alone i love the person i am. i’m a creative, musical, conscious person. i’m silly. i dissolve around other people because i get so worried that they will not approve.
i am striving and striving and striving to not care what other people think about me. no matter how hard i’ve worked, i feel like i did not live up to other people’s standards. sometimes i feel like i’ve put rest to these thoughts for good, but before i know it, my old mindset is carrying on again.