I can’t make someone make time for me or make me a priority.
It is clear that I am not a priority to James. As sad as that makes me I have to accept it.
I tried and I did let him know how much I appreciated him, but I can’t make someone appreciate me in return.
brie brie's Life List
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1. go to mass every week
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2. be grateful for 3 things each day
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3. make one change a month
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4. accept that people are doing the best they can
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5. Live in the moment
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6. use my retainers every night
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7. Finish what I start
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8. Take a CPR class
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9. Keep my loft clean
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10. spend less money
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11. Eat Out Less
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12. Write a Living Will!
3 entries . 9 cheers52 people -
13. Stop procrastinating
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14. Finish my home improvements
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15. choose paint colours for the house
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16. dance more
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17. take more photos
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18. brush up on my french
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19. travel to europe
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20. take a train ride
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21. start drawing again
1 entry . 12 cheers416 people -
22. start sewing again
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23. have a picture of myself from each month for the entire year
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24. exercise regularly
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25. lose 40 pounds
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26. take one day and document my life in pictures
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27. pay off my mortgage early
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28. Keep my car cleaner
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29. stick to a budget
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30. wear sunblock daily
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31. manage my time better
1,426 people
How I did it: The post office has boxes specifically for mailing to troops. They were very helpful with packaging etc. Basically my friend sent me a list of things she needed or wanted. I shopped for them while keeping in mind the size limits of the mailing box. I can't believe I'm typing out how to mail a package. Read how I did it…
How I did it: I went to my local blood bank and signed up. They did the original screening and now every few months I go back to donate blood.I also signed up to be a tissue and marrow donor if there's a match. Read how I did it…
I miss his company, but I stopped trying to get a response.
I would love to hear from him and I think someday I will. Until then I am doing all the things that I love and need like grad school, work, art.
His is going well. I still can’t, or rather haven’t, found the perfect color. Yes, yes…I know there’s no such animal as the perfect color. But I know there’s a color for me.
