There is one more to my purpose of life list – i want to make a change a difference to teh society, to the people around me , to everyone …Why …I get a kick out of it?...How to do it …no damn clue..but i do know I have to stop being emotional and start being insightfull and acting out of knowledge and power rather than emotions…or i will kill myself and get frustrated b4 i can even begin to make or see the change i would love to …however this sudden drive for change has definately been hieghtened by my experience and exposure to the public sector beauracracies ..one of the worst experience I have had …or is ..it ?..lets look at it another way round…is there any other way…:)..cant find one at the moment…So how do umake a difference in such a strong system with beauracracy so embedded and the system so strong , it keeps sucking every bit of u…at first i felt being a matyr would help …but i now i realise by being a matyr no one will ever know I was one …just like the incidents with me last year nov-dec…No one will know and its always happened to me traditionally…So here is a deal …and I can see a pattern here. I have loved being a matyr, always and have been one …howver never have i been appreciated for the same and not only that I have received an opposite feedback on myself…that I am infact arrogant and selfish…so what is it that will make a difference…what different strategy should Ibe looking at adopting…is it the one of being a matyr but screaming and letting people know that i have been one…that doesnt work its been tried and tested and u end of falling in u r face…ie looking arrogant and selfish…well I am definately exploring this bit today!!!
earthypassion's Life List
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1. stop worrying about what other people think of me
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2. To lose weight, have a toned dream body:)
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3. building the ease as a host
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4. find out what mom and dad actually want and advise them, be with them
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5. Make it a habit to understand and assess your compedition
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6. innovate everyday
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7. write blogs
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8. Anything you do , do it with all your heart and soul~!!!
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9. To work towards the Power of Now
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10. wanna learn dance on one song
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11. backpack around europe
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12. meeting vc's and creating a network
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13. get the international driving license
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14. rent a car- id,ni,lu,sunglasses,white kur
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15. live in the moment
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16. to believe in myself so much that I do not get deterred by others activities/progress and have the ability to just focus on my life path
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17. My passion and purpose of life
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How I did it: networking, speaking to peopla and showing my true side ....this was the result of increased focus which helped me look within and exploit my strengths, and look at my weekenesses objectively...understanding how i could overcome my weak points etc...rather than my previous attitude of taking things personally.... Read how I did it…
How I did it: Wel its been loong since I have vistied this site and this itself is a huge improvement ....cause i needed to visit this iste everyday reminding of all my beliefs and things i wanna do but now its all in me ...:) and i love it....it slike i am one with myself and the universe... coming back to this goal , when i see it today its amazing but i got 72 in om and exactly 65 in pmo ...its crazy ....strat the whole class has got less than expec… Read how I did it…
How I did it: just constantly using this website and trying to focus on the outcome and the goal that i wanted to achievebelieve truly that its possible and dont be guilty of enjoying. I used to have this fear and guilt of enjoying - partying , meeting ppl at dinners etc when i should be studying or networking or whateverr...but do realise that these things are imp for shaping your complete personality so dont be afraid to enjoy! I used to only study a… Read how I did it…
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Joined the gym last week and went for 2.5 classes last week since monday :)...well atleast its a start and I am very glad for the same…starting to feel like i am losing weight- yes ofcourse already …but then i feel hungry :)...ahhhh this time i really wanna make this happen…taregt time is till dec…thats 3 months, 3 weeks…total of 15 weeks and if i go do this regularly i hope to see a diff in 6 weeks roughly in half the time we are talking abt…so by sep last week i should have had a noctiable difference:)
