eccentric_lemon

is needing to get out of bed and do something worthwhile today. >_<



I'm doing 42 things
 

eccentric_lemon's Life List

  1. 1. get a job
    3 entries . 3 cheers
    12,555 people
  2. 2. read all the books I haven't read that are sitting on my bookshelf
    1 cheer
    311 people
  3. 3. exercise daily
    2 cheers
    2,280 people
  4. 4. See 26 live bands/musicians beginning with each letter of the alphabet
    1 entry
    1 person
  5. 5. list one thing every day that was positive
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    284 people
  6. 6. Stop being depressed
    3 cheers
    533 people
  7. 7. become ambidextrous
    2 cheers
    961 people
  8. 8. lose weight / get in shape
    1 cheer
    732 people
  9. 9. Have a different life by this time next year
    2 entries . 1 cheer
    62 people
  10. 10. Stop caring what other people think of me
    2 cheers
    4,650 people
  11. 11. travel more
    3 cheers
    3,230 people
  12. 12. find 100 things that make me happy
    8 entries . 2 cheers
    149 people
  13. 13. figure out where all the people like me are hiding
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    398 people
  14. 14. make my own clothes
    2 cheers
    2,322 people
  15. 15. Visit Italy
    4 cheers
    2,624 people
  16. 16. make a list of 100 things I love about him
    2 cheers
    10 people
  17. 17. list 50 things I like about me!
    3 entries . 4 cheers
    47 people
  18. 18. Get out more
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    926 people
  19. 19. Let go of the past
    5 cheers
    1,954 people
  20. 20. drink more water
    4 cheers
    20,241 people
  21. 21. Record all the annoying things about myself and try to change them
    1 entry
    2 people
  22. 22. travel to 26 countries (beginning with each letter of the alphabet)
    1 entry
    14 people
  23. 23. write a story
    650 people
  24. 24. Finish what I start
    4,055 people
  25. 25. be successful
    2,606 people
  26. 26. Send handwritten letters to someone every day for a month
    29 people
  27. 27. be happy with myself, by myself, for myself
    74 people
  28. 28. Write my name in wet cement
    540 people
  29. 29. sleep under the stars
    4,235 people
  30. 30. love myself
    5,124 people
  31. 31. climb a mountain
    2,126 people
  32. 32. Stop being so scared
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    33 people
  33. 33. set foot on every continent
    1 entry
    121 people
  34. 34. Not feel ugly
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    193 people
  35. 35. get a flat stomach
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    1,093 people
  36. 36. Overcome my OCD
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    222 people
  37. 37. stop procastinating
    1 cheer
    482 people
  38. 38. Take more photos
    1 cheer
    3,696 people
  39. 39. get rid of the bags under my eyes
    78 people
  40. 40. get enough sleep
    1 cheer
    632 people
  41. 41. figure out what i want to do with my life
    1 cheer
    3,880 people
  42. 42. Kiss in the rain
    15,127 people

How I did it
How to spend less time in front of a computer
It took me
5 years
It made me


How to go to the doctor
It took me
1 year
It made me
Relieved.


How to get contact lenses
It took me
7 days
It made me
Accomplished


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find 100 things that make me happy (read all 8 entries…)
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38. Chilly Autumn days when the sun is out, I love the feeling of walking outside all wrapped up warm with a nice snug scarf round your neck, especially when it’s an early morning and you’re walking through the park.
39. Seeing an old photograph/letter/note/drawing that you had forgotten all about.
40. Reading old poetry I wrote years ago and seeing how much I’ve changed since then.
41. Cleaning your room for the first time in ages and finding awesome old things you had forgotten you even had.



find 100 things that make me happy (read all 8 entries…)
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34. Winning auctions on EBay that I’ve been after for ages, at bargain prices.
35. Moments when I’m so tired and close to fainting after a long hard day, I struggle to walk home but just keep focusing on the fact that I’ll be there soon.. The feeling when I eventually make it home and jump into bed and just lay there, it’s so relaxing.
36. Laying down and staring at the clouds go by in the Summer.
37. Mowing the grass then the feeling of accomplishment at the finished result.



get a job (read all 3 entries…)
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Basically at a point where I have close to no motivation left anymore, and my confidence is at an all time low. I think my anxiety is also getting worse now and I’m constantly filled with feelings of self worthless-ness and pity. So much so, that I haven’t properly attempted to search/apply for a job with real enthusiasm in a long time.. Mainly due to the constant rejections and lack of responses I’d been getting. It’s reallyyy depressing I only turned 21 recently and I’m already starting to feel like my life is over I literally have no social life left at all either. I really want to try harder with this goal, but it’s so difficult to find the motivation again.



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