Lissi

is not looking forward to today



I'm doing 40 things
 

Lissi's Life List

  1. 1. start a creative journal
    2 entries . 36 cheers
    3 people
  2. 2. write and write and write and not care who reads it
    3 entries . 34 cheers
    10 people
  3. 3. embrace the person that I am, flaws and all
    2 entries . 42 cheers
    5 people
  4. 4. find love. real love --- ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without each other love!
    23 cheers
    230 people
  5. 5. find a pen pal
    3 entries . 20 cheers
    551 people
  6. 6. collect more fairy tale books
    2 entries . 16 cheers
    5 people
  7. 7. read every book I own
    2 entries . 9 cheers
    2,115 people
  8. 8. participate in a collaborative journal project like 1000 journals
    2 entries . 4 cheers
    11 people
  9. 9. Receive a love letter
    1 entry . 4 cheers
    113 people
  10. 10. spend a day at a spa
    12 cheers
    123 people
  11. 11. ride in a hot air balloon
    7 cheers
    1,975 people
  12. 12. Save money
    5 cheers
    14,675 people
  13. 13. get my drivers licence
    3 entries . 4 cheers
    684 people
  14. 14. identify 100 of my Favorite songs.
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    42 people
  15. 15. Create a personal recipe book
    7 cheers
    631 people
  16. 16. leave notes in library books
    4 cheers
    539 people
  17. 17. Go to Culinary School
    1 entry
    375 people
  18. 18. start saying "yes" to things I really want to do
    11 cheers
    1 person
  19. 19. keep a diary that can be one day left 'accidentally' somewhere
    4 cheers
    10 people
  20. 20. be a better pagan
    3 entries . 4 cheers
    63 people
  21. 21. Make a friend from 43things
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    49 people
  22. 22. love my body
    3 team members . 2 entries . 7 cheers
    1,090 people
  23. 23. start feeling like the beautiful goddess that I am
    11 cheers
    1 person
  24. 24. Do 15 Projects from the Book: 52 Projects By Jeffery Yamaguchi
    2 cheers
    1 person
  25. 25. decide if I actually want to meet my father
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    1 person
  26. 26. start a scrapbook
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    154 people
  27. 27. write more letters
    2 entries . 4 cheers
    1,522 people
  28. 28. find my soulmate
    1 entry . 5 cheers
    3,085 people
  29. 29. have Creative Sunday Night at least 2x/month
    11 cheers
    2 people
  30. 30. be more outgoing
    4 cheers
    2,402 people
  31. 31. start dating again
    3 entries . 4 cheers
    116 people
  32. 32. share my secrets with others anonymously
    2 entries . 5 cheers
    1 person
  33. 33. Fill every journal/sketch book I own
    6 cheers
    19 people
  34. 34. Kiss in the rain
    3 cheers
    14,593 people
  35. 35. Have my portrait painted
    1 entry . 6 cheers
    88 people
  36. 36. I want to leave a mix cd/tape on a bench
    1 entry . 8 cheers
    86 people
  37. 37. write anonymous, loving post-its for strangers to find
    6 cheers
    868 people
  38. 38. see tori amos in concert
    1 entry . 5 cheers
    26 people
  39. 39. smile more
    1 entry . 7 cheers
    3,336 people
  40. 40. create the ultimate collection of themed mix cd's, that I'll actually listen to
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    1 person

How I did it
How to go back to college
It took me
3 months
It made me
thrilled


Recent entries
Go to Culinary School
Currently In Progress 9 months ago

I enrolled in the culinary arts program at AVMC (soon changing to UAV) in December of 08. I’m currently one module down and am finishing my second. I am taking the certificate program and will be done in July of 09. I’m enjoying it immensely. This is my dream and I am so happy to be living it.



embrace the person that I am, flaws and all (read all 2 entries…)
learning more about myself 23 months ago

is so much more freeing than I ever thought. I think that I was too afraid before to learn exactly what type of person that I am. For years I was terrified that my father had tainted me. Now I know that I’m nothing like my father. I’m my own person and I’m pretty damn awesome lol. I’m still learning more. And each time I learn something I like myself even more. I don’t know why it’s taken so long to do this, but no matter how long it takes, this is worth doing.



love my body (read all 2 entries…)
almost three months 23 months ago

since I last my last entry on this goal and I am actually making progress on this goal!

I have been wearing baggy clothes since I was about 14 years old. And then I was still relatively thin. The last time I wore a tank top was when I was 18. I still wore an overshirt but it was usually unbuttoned. But I stopped doing that when I got super self-conscious.

In the last month I have actually started feeling good about myself and the way I look. I started wearing makeup again (for myself because I wanted to), I started wearing clothes that weren’t as baggy, I actually purchased and wore a v-neck fitted sweater (normally I don’t wear anything even slightly low-cut) and I started wearing tank tops with unbuttoned over shirts again.

All my co-workers have said they have noticed a HUGE difference in me since I first started a month ago. They even said that I am carrying myself straighter and taller.

Last week I realized that my clothes were becoming too loose. I have not done anything different (with the exception of some more walking) and suddenly weight is just coming off. I am currently buying clothes that are 2 almost 3 sizes smaller then I was wearing.

I’m still very large. But I’m so much happier and I’m really starting to FINALLY love myself and see the positive in my body and features.

I hope everyone else is doing well =)



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