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I moved out of my dad’s house a little over a year now. So far it hasn’t been easy .. but a lot less stressful … You have more sense of freedom. It’s nice but i do miss my family here and there. But i wouldn’t trade this sort of liberty for anything. I love it.

Well i socialize because i get paid to socialize. But now when people try to socialize with me i’m beyond fake. I put on my work attitude and i feel so stupid. But they buy it. The problem is that when working with a customer your conversation doesn’t go beyond a few sentences. After a few sentences i freeze up and freak out. My head is thinking: what if i say something stupid? What if i’m not interesting enough?

Well i’m trying to keep off fast foods. But they are so helpful when i don’t have time to cook, which is most of the time. But now as soon as I wake up i have a fruit and some cereal. I’m trying to have food that is easy, quick and healthy. I’m trying not to make excuses for myself. Trying to stick more veggies in all my foods. I also bought a bike so when i feel hungry or bored I go ride for an hour or so instead of staying inside and playing video games or watching tv. Also, my number one love, soda, is the hardest to give up. I’ve tried countless of times to just stick to water for the whole day. But poof a can magically appears in my hand. Wish me luck because i’m really going to need it!