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About a month ago I went over to my step-moms to paint my toe nails cause they were getting pretty long. I decided that i would paint my “nubs”, and i painted up onto my finger and said, Look i have long nails.. LOL!! (I know I’m stupid)
Anyway, I went home that night and I didn’t really think about it, but somewhere in my head I guess I decided that I didn’t want to bite my nails anymore cause i just stopped. I have not done it since… they are still short, but it’s amazing how much more healthy my fingers look. No little snags, no skin coming up in little stings on top (if you are a biter you know what i’m talking about) and they are smooth.
Anyway, I’m super excited… I can’t wait for the day that I can quit smoking so easily.
XOXO
Cya,
Stevie

I’m lost in my world. I know I have created this, husband, 3 kids, house, dog, bunny.
All these things I have and Im so bored with my life…. I feel like I’m suppose to be doing something important (not saying that what I’m doing is not Important) But I want something more, something to be proud of, feel acomplished…
I sit here night after night, after a day of kids and cooking, cleaning, and loving.. and I just feel empty… Does this ever go away, will I ever find who I really am?
Can it be that this is what I’m meant to do forever? How will I know if I am going in the right direction.
I see all kinds of people with dreams and hope…. they know what they want and they go for it… why don’t I have any…. I don’t know what I like or how to find it.
Someday maybe I’ll find my something… Till then, I will try to appriciate what I have.
All respect…
Stevie