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1. be an architect.
4 cheers 88 people
2. be happy
44 entries . 12 cheers 21,844 people
3. be noticed for all the right reasons
1 entry . 2 cheers 1 person
4. be free
1 entry . 2 cheers 1,032 people
5. get married
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6. recycle more
4 cheers 464 people
7. be more patient
1 entry . 3 cheers 2,908 people
8. have kids
3,006 people
9. take better care of my hair
2 cheers 63 people
10. be a better friend
2 cheers 5,990 people
11. get in shape
1 entry . 1 cheer 9,382 people
12. follow through
2 cheers 153 people
13. organize my life
1 cheer 906 people
14. be financially independent
2 cheers 1,553 people
15. write something everyone wants to read
1 cheer 2 people
16. stop complaining
1 entry 578 people
17. make my own clothes
2 cheers 2,199 people
18. get straight A's
1 cheer 1,763 people
19. write a novel
1 entry . 2 cheers 9,669 people
20. live for me
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21. take better care of my teeth
1 cheer 593 people
22. do laundry on a regular basis
3 people
23. learn more Italian
2 cheers 22 people
24. be stable
17 people
25. take more risks
1,017 people
26. own a baby grand piano
4 cheers 19 people
27. take piano lessons
1 cheer 235 people
28. buy a house
1 cheer 12,584 people
29. keep my apartment presentable for unexpected guests
1 cheer 1 person
30. save six months expenses
1 entry 29 people
31. put a peep in the microwave
1 cheer 1 person

Recent entries

Untitled 2 months ago

I’m happy. I would really like to check this goal as completed. But I’ve only been happy since about the end of July. I forgave myself for a lot mistakes and it just make life so much better. School is good. My family is good. My friends are good. My boyfriend is good.

Yet sometimes, I still have down nights that feel hopeless. And I don’t know WHY. Is it clinical depression? PMS? Just life? Or is it fear of repeating the past? I’ve forgiven myself… but I don’t ever want to make those same mistakes again. I don’t want to let my boyfriend down again… but more importantly… I don’t want to let me down again either. We both deserve to be togther and to be happy. I just have to trust that I make him happy… and trust that I can make myself happy.

Trust.

Sep 08, 08:30PM PDT | 0 comments

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Untitled 2 months ago

And sometimes… I really just some extra attention. Just some. For one hour… I want to be the most important person in the world. Then we can go back to normal…

Sep 08, 05:17PM PDT | 0 comments

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Untitled 2 months ago

I get into these weird moods where everything seems impossible. It’s like the happiness drains from my body… I wish I knew how not to do this. I don’t want to take anti-depressants. I don’t wat to be on pills for the rest of my lie. I just want to not worry or stress about life. Especially when I know it’s really going very well.

Aug 31, 09:15PM PDT | 2 cheers | 0 comments

Member since:	Nov 02, 2006
Birthday:	March 28
About me:	“Honestly, I’m just trying to be the best person I can be on my own.”

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