I am almost done I just need to get like 3 or 4 more things! can’t wait til im finished completely.
effingspecial's Life List
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1. move to New York
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2. go to college
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3. lay in the grass and stare at the clouds
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4. leave everything behind and never look back
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5. eat french toast in France
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6. FIGURE THINGS OUT
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7. travel all around the world
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8. make everyday an awesome day
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9. live in the moment
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10. Fall in real love: ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't live without each other love.
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11. get a tattoo on my wrist
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12. get on a regular sleep schedule
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13. not let the little things bother me
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14. drink a pint in Ireland
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15. learn sign language
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16. meditate
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17. save up $5000
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18. see Regina Spektor in concert
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19. find a REAL friend
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20. buy a new car
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21. see David
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22. get a job that I don't hate
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23. get a new phone and phone company
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24. finish christmas shopping
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I keep thinking about him. I think because it is Christmas time it is making me think about him more. I really miss him though. I wish he was back in my life and that I was back in his life. I want things to be back to how they used to be. I just want to be with him…
When I imagine my life and the way things will be in the future, I imagine my life with David…man, I don’t know what to do. I just need to get over it I guess and to try and stop thinking about him.
I’m really irritated right now because of my co-workers. God they just bitch about every single little thing. It’s like “Get over it!” or just shut the fuck up about it. JEEZ. It’s negativity central when I am there. Its crazy how someone’s negativity can really affect the people around them. It can ruin someone else’s day. Because I come into work in a good mood and all positive and everything then all I hear is them bitching and complaining and bitching and complaining and bitching over and over and over and it never stops, and it really annoys the fuck outta me and puts me in a really bad mood because I feel so annoyed.
