eilyksiwel

I have read a few entries and one in particular has inspired me. My biggest fear is gaining weight (I gave up anorexia/bulimia and took up smoking). But by golly I am going to give it a damn good go to give it up FOREVER. I hate smoking, I hate the smell, the yellow fingernail, the looks from other people. And mostly, the cost. I could be funding my trip to Paris or paying this off my credit card. I must give up smoking.

Hhm, this is interesting. The personality quiz suggests that I am a romantic organized extrovert! Am I? Romantic, yes that I would agree with. Organized, somewhat. Extrovert!!! I don’t think so. In situations where I am very comfortable with people (my family and good friends) maybe I come across as an extrovert, but deep down, I am very very shy and keep things close to my chest. Make me walk into a room full of strangers, and I’ll be the one with the bright red face, head down, shoulders hunched, trying to appear invisible. Then I will have a panic attack.

I live in a remote area, opportunities for jobs are virtually non-existent. Working from home is probably the best alternative. I don’t like to go away from home as I am agrophobic