i have no idea who i am, really. i am depressed so i’ve been on a lot of medications in the past 7 years. who i am kind of depends on what medication i am taking at the time. sometimes i am really shy and paranoid… sometimes i am very outgoing and social. sometimes i am just a zombie… who i really am must not be too great since i have to be on medication… but i would like to find out who the hell i really am.
eitakyomamma's Life List
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1. stop being bulimic
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2. be more exciting in bed
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3. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
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4. smile like I mean it
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5. dream happy dreams
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6. be more social
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7. have my own library
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8. exercise 5 days a week
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9. meet the backstreet boys
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10. Start writing poetry again
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11. get along with my dad
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12. Lose 30 pounds
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13. stop biting my nails
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14. meet micheal jackson
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15. find out who i am
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16. get a job
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17. be beautiful and skinny
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18. To live instead of exist
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19. write a letter to my future self
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20. become more spiritual
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21. Fall in love
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22. Pray daily
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23. Become more outgoing
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24. let the people i love know it
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25. Lose weight and get in shape.
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26. love my body
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27. get married
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28. Put the past behind me
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29. love like I've never been hurt
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30. Flatten my tummy
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31. stop suffering, stop being afraid of happiness, feel alive and forgive myself
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32. customize my myspace page
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i think he is 100% innocent. i want to give him a hug and ride on his ferris wheel with him and the monkey.
