elevatorMUSIC




I'm doing 18 things
 

elevatorMUSIC's Life List

  1. 1. become more extroverted
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    22 people
  2. 2. change myself to change the world
    6 people
  3. 3. figure out my life
    66 people
  4. 4. starve
    89 people
  5. 5. inspire someone
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  6. 6. lose my best friend
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  7. 7. join a band
    483 people
  8. 8. write more music
    186 people
  9. 9. drink more tea
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    340 people
  10. 10. be better at small talk
    93 people
  11. 11. stop fearing the things i desire
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  12. 12. be more social
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  13. 13. be more creative
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  14. 14. wake up when my alarm clock goes off
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  15. 15. stop procrastinating
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  16. 16. Read more books
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  17. 17. overcome social anxiety
    79 people
  18. 18. understand people
    48 people
Recent entries
be more social
Untitled 2 years ago

Getting a summer job has definately helped me get closer to accomplishing this goal because it has forced me to interact with unfamiliar people much more frequently than I normally might. Although, at the same time, it has made me aware of my potential as a “social person”, in the sense that I now know that I’ll never be as outgoing as I wish to be. It has shown me my limits, as blunt, truthful and inconvenient as they may be.



lose my best friend
Untitled 2 years ago

It isn’t easy attempting to lose your best friend…
Especially when they were once reliable enough for you to assume they’d never sacrifice their integrity—that they’d never contour their true shape to fit the popular design. And yet, apparently it must be worth betraying yourself and those who once mattered to you. Fourteen years of friendship for this…played out to enable such a pathetic fallout…
It is something I wish I could mend, but I know I never will.
It is beyond my ability.
The only solution is to lose my best friend.



drink more tea
Untitled 2 years ago

I usually drink between 6-10 cups a day…and yet I want to drink more..I cannot get enough tea, seriously…




 

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