I forgot how to add a goal for cryin out loud!!!! I am at work (gotta cool job) so I hope I don’t relapse into my 43t addiction and end up getting fired…
No computer at home yet, but lemme tell ya – I miss you folks and I need your laughter and encouragement -
HEY – Happy Valentine’s Day everybodeeeeee!!!!
When I saw this invitation, one song popped into my head and I can’t get it out, so here, I’ve posted it for you:
KC & the Sunshine BandPlease Don’t Go
Babe, I love you so
I want you to know
that I’m going to miss your love
the minute you walk out that door
so please don’t go
don’t go, don’t go away
please don’t go
don’t go, I’m begging you to stay
If you live, at least in my life time
I had one dream come true
I was blessed to be loved
by someone as wonderful as you
Hey hey hey
I need your love
I’m down on my knees
beggin’ please please
please don’t go
don’t you hear me baby
don’t leave me now
oh no no no don’t go
( Hey, it was just a song in my head, man! But a good one! Remember it? )
I wanna go home – where the heart is – where I can think and feel for myself.
Thanks for writing! I’ve been at my mom’s for a month now. Sucks. My sister is home. I just try to stay out of everyone’s way here – they’re all judgy and shit. I can’t say a damn thing without them tearing it apart… So I don’t even get on the computer but for a minute – see my sister just came in here to see what I was doing. It really sucks, I’m tellin ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hope to be getting that money I’ve been expecting for months by next week, then I can go HOME!!!! I had a job interview last Friday that went really well – it’s a great job, but I’m afraid I won’t get it just because it would be such a good thing – know what I mean? They said they would let me know one way or another the week after Christmas. I miss you folks REAL BAD. You are all one helluva support group. Basically what I’m doing is just laying low and staying somewhat shut off – it’s the only way to get through it without losing my mind. There are CONSTANT little stabs and other passively aggressive gestures. Believe me, when I get home and get back online, I’ll be venting. I think I may post this on 43….
Thank you so much for your concern…
Love,
Kellie
I ain’t entirely sure I even wanna talk about all this, but here we go. I have no job, and have been without electricity in my house for 10 days. I stayed there, my daughter and I in a little fucking sealed off room with candles and a kerosene heater. It got to be to much to bear when LEE – (you all remember his crazy fucking ass) informs me that he is in love with my daughter. I gotta get out of the damned dark cold house, right? So I go visit my friend – the one with freakin breast cancer. My mom gets pissed off at me – thinks I’m just out enjoying myself – so I tell her – MOM! There’s a lot of shit you don’t know about going on. Believe me. I HAD to get out of this house before I lost it.
Guess what Mom does on the day before thanksgiving?
TRIES TO HAVE ME FUCKING INVOLUNTARILY COMMITTED.
I was out of the hospital in two hours. Now I gotta fuckin stay at her house cause it’s too dark and cold and quiet at my place. My friend said to call if I needed to get out of here. I think I’m gonna have to, cause I’m feeling the fight or flight instinct.
I hope I’ll be back online soon.
Love y’all
this is not elliekay, this is her daughter sarahbeth. she requested that i post her a new goal telling everyone why she hasnt been on. the thing is our computer is messed up (we have a lap top) and the battery wont connect or somthin i dunno but yea so theres why. elliekay says HELLO and that she loves yall!
<3 sarahbethelizabeth =]
That would be the coolest thing
We’d need a stadium!!!
Hey – why doesn’t everyone come down for “tha weddin” – and when they ask if anyone objects…..
LOL!!!!
I was just thinking that I don’t know how I could possibly sit through “the wedding” – I couldn’t right now. I am considering telling them that I just could not handle it, and will not attend unless they wait at least one year. Is that crazy? I’m telling you, there is no way I could handle it. No way.
My life has been hellish. At no time EVER has my heart ever been unbroken. I am sooooo hoping to get the Avian Flu. Life just keeps getting worse and worse. I’m not going to do anything stupid, don’t worry, because of my daughter. I just need to confess how unhappy I am. And tired. And all out of hope.
goddamm. I want to post about this, but I am…..
just kinda stunned I guess. Thanks to everyone for the support. He was supposed to come over tonite so we could talk – but he avoided me, and just didn’t show up, and I called him twice, and on the third call I tried THE GIRLFRIEND, and he was right there. We had our talk. I got two best friends, one is busy with breast cancer right now, but the other said, “You know, Kellie, you have to drop it now.” She is sooooooo right. I’ve told him how I feel about it, and cannot revisit it with him. But I am still devastated by this whole stupid shit, and I CAN talk about it here, and I need to talk about it.
She could not take this. Geesus. There is so much more.
I’m joining up with desolateirony and shooting for 10 minutes a day – this may be doable…
I just found out that her parents forbid them living together, so now they’re getting fucking MARRIED – I heard they even have rings. My son is 19 years old. Dropped out of “The Citadel” (a fine as hell school with tremendous prestige) on a full academic scholarship last year after one semester. This girl just wants to get out of her parents house. I know. I did the same thing, and look where it got me. If this actually happens I will be tied to fucking Lee for the rest of my life.
Please people. Pray that this doesn’t happen. Please!!! I am 100% serious. Please pray, or chant or do whatever you can that Zack and Jessie DON’T get fucking married. Stupidest goddamned thing I have ever heard. Please help!
Starting NOW.
This here book has been quite helpful in the past.
(I’m not talking about just alkehall here…)
and just concentrate on one room at a time, it won’t seem so overwhelming. It will also stay somewhat clean if I just keep moving from room to room on a daily basis. Not to mention the good feeling of having accomplished something. Also gonna have to get serious about expecting folks to pick up after themselves, though. Oh geez – therein lies the problem, and why I started letting the housekeeping slide. Got tired of having to argue with folks all the time about picking up after themselves. Oh well. Time to try it again.
provided the perfect solution – BEER SPRAY!!! We are all indebted, Rob.
Maybe if we ignore it, it will go away?
My daughter says he called and apologized. Whatever.
Time to pay the piper. I am just getting to the point where I think this is something I can take on. It’s freakin scary. I have quite the task ahead of me.
