Trish




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Have my windows cleaned (read all 2 entries…)
I did it myself! 2 years ago

My super showed me how to remove the window panes and I did the damn job myself. Pain in the butt, but now I’m not embarrassed to open my shades.


Fall in love (read all 2 entries…)
In shorthand, no pain no gain. 2 years ago

But I prefer to say that only by being willing to experience deep pain can we ever hope to experience great joy.

So I’ve loved and lost. Or loved and realized that it really wasn’t going to work out so I better stop things now before we get into a 2 1/2 year relationship that was better off ending at 3 months and ripping off the bandaid now would ultimately be less painful than letting things linger and fester until we hated each other. Yeah.

So I’ve cried (a lot) and talked with friends (a lot) and therapists (a lot) and questioned and regretted and appreciated and all that. And even though it hurts…

Again! Again!


start dating again (read all 3 entries…)
Oh boy here we go again 2 years ago

Okay, so the relationship ended. Amicably, thankfully. But now I’m swimming in that pool again. I don’t feel entirely ready to dive into something deep and enveloping, but meeting some new men is, I think, a thing that would be good for me. And to that end, I have a date Saturday. Woo.


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