I made myself a page back in November and have been doing trade photo shoots to build up a portfolio. It’s working out really well so far, my dad insists that I be escorted though since I’m still 17 but it doesn’t bother me. I’m still going to university – I’ve already set my heart on Newcastle – but once I pull together a decent port I could do this part time and start getting paid work! :)
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I had my eureka moment – at last :)
I pulled together a few rough images on the computer and stuck them together akwardly on Paint last night, and I’ve just finished a sketch based on that now! So excited, it’s perfect! It combines my creeping ivy idea with some gorgeous symbols that have some kind of meaning for me. It’s to go on my right side, starting at my hip and ascending up my rib cage slightly.
Easily covered, easily exposed. I made it myself (the sketch is terrible considering I failed GCSE art but I’m sure the artist can refine it :P) so yeah, I’m more than happy… just need to wait until my birthday in November now!
My boyfriend and I have booked a holiday in December to Paris for a couple of days; so excited! I’m also going in the Easter holidays with school for a week and hopefully all this will help improve my French. My teacher is talking about organising an exchange and some penpals too for my class – I started to realise today that my spoken French isn’t as good as it was last year; must keep practicising!
Completely scrapped my old idea because let’s face it, it was terrible. I’m now opening my mind up and thinking of different things I could write about, hopefully this time it will lead somewhere :)
He is an absolute genius. I’ve seen every single one of his programmes and read his book cover to cover. I’d love to go see him live, I’ve tried to get tickets so many times and failed – next time he’s round my city you know I’m there!
5ft4” is definately not tall enough. I’m a UK6/8 (USA2/4) so I think I’d be okay in that respect but it seems as if my height is always going to be a problem. I’ve tried in the past but obviously, they don’t want someone like me. The rejection is upsetting but you just get over it and move on because you have to.
I want to be a French teacher when I’m older but if I could have any job, it would be this. Without a doubt. Biggest dream :)
Yet again my boyfriend hates the idea I’ve had. He just really does NOT want me to have a tattoo, no matter what I come up with. Some ideas just float in and out of my head and I realise that they’re stupid or would look bad on my own but when I get stuck on an idea, it’s hard to hear he thinks that it’s disgusting. I mean, how can anyone think that this one isn’t beautiful?! Obviously I wouldn’t just use the exact same image but it’s a good place to start, plus, I dye my hair that colour and the contrast of the green/red looks amazing! I’m not budging on this one.
By the time I finish sixth form I’ll have been learning French for 7 years. Wow. Hopefully by then I’ll be fluent, or at least good enough so that university French doesn’t just fly over my head. I got an A* at GCSE but at A Level it’s getting tough.
You know when you think you have an amazing idea, amazing characters, an amazing first chapter and then you realise you actually have no idea where this story is going? Yeah. Not so amazing. Thinking of just scrapping everything and starting again. Yeah my first chapter is good but seriously, looking back, this plot sucks.
I’m constantly thinking about it and changing my mind. I can’t legally get one for another year or so but I know and have seen loads of people with them; I don’t think I could get it done before 18 though – I’d prefer to wait, I don’t want to regret it.
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