I wish I could have enjoyed my winter more, but it was marked by one of the most catastrophic events of my life, which was shortly followed by yet another of the most catastrophic events of my life. I’m still trying recover in the aftermath. But, I have every hope that this spring, this fall, and next winter will be better.
emchik's Life List
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1. get my PhD in English
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2. take my comprehensive exams
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3. Stop Procrastinating!
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4. learn to deal with stress in a more healthy manner
7 entries . 18 cheers6 people -
5. Worry less
3 cheers4,778 people -
6. get more rest
2 entries . 10 cheers14 people -
7. love myself just the way I am
4 entries . 25 cheers17 people -
8. make new friends
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9. go to Narnia
1 entry . 8 cheers39 people -
10. Learn how to crochet and knit
3 entries . 7 cheers5 people -
11. go to Machu Picchu
8 cheers105 people -
12. Do something new, fun, and interesting
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13. Watch less tv
8 entries . 11 cheers1,975 people -
14. stop getting junk mail
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15. rate all my songs on iTunes
1 entry . 7 cheers41 people -
16. own my own home
1 entry . 7 cheers1,458 people -
17. own all the Star Trek DVDs
4 entries . 3 cheers10 people -
18. practice 'Happiness Manifesto' periodically
30 team members . 7 entries . 2 cheers39 people -
19. give away all of my cheers every day
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20. Clean my apartment
11 entries . 3 cheers370 people -
21. create my own website
3 cheers5,794 people -
22. get out of debt
3 cheers12,093 people -
23. get over chronic lateness
1 entry . 4 cheers3 people -
24. be a better teacher
4 cheers235 people -
25. Stay in touch with my friends
2 cheers56 people -
26. "Compliments Journal"
3 team members . 7 entries . 3 cheers10 people -
27. watch my unwatched dvds
2 entries . 2 cheers53 people -
28. celebrate the mundane
1 entry . 2 cheers3 people -
29. Eat healthier foods
4 cheers78 people -
30. Give 500 cheers
4 entries . 3 cheers21 people -
31. Cook more often
2 entries697 people -
32. go to the movies alone
4 cheers132 people -
33. Put an end to my perfectionism
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34. work all 12 steps
2 entries25 people -
35. Get over him
1 entry1,308 people
Recent entries
It’s been over three months now since it all ended, and I’m still as in love with him as I ever was. I wonder if it would make any difference if he knew that. Probably not. He’s the one who ended it. Still loving him is hard and sometimes painful, but I realize I’m not ready to stop loving him, so I go on, waiting for the day when I’ll be ready to let him go.
Aargh. I’m so frustrated with these stupid exams. This is definitely not my favorite part of grad school.
