I'm doing 15 things
Coffee and cake with all girls together
Made it to the gym
Having some wine
Awaywiththefairies's Life List
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1. Always trust I am the best mother I could possibly be
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2. Love myself by eliminating any negative thoughts that arise and replacing with a positive
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3. mindful manifesto
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4. Raise my children to have fond memories of childhood
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5. Shine with positivity
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6. Study Buddhism
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7. Daily, consciously choose happiness
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8. stop watching pointless TV
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9. Accept challenges that will enable me to grow in confidence and well-being
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10. just chill
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11. Give blood.....come on now. It's really not difficult!!
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12. If I can't say anything nice, then I won't say anything at all
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13. Help poppy with her alphabet on a regular basis
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14. Give my children my constant respect
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15. Three happy things
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How I did it
It made me
good 
How I did it: I never have set up a direct debit but I give to charity collectors whenever i have spare coins. I know it's not alot but when I'm rich I will give so much more! Read how I did it…
It made me
Happy
How I did it: I just got sick of feeling bad each morning, remembering that I'd let myself down again the night before. I suddenly thought to myself one day, if I really wanna give up, I'm the only one that can do something about it. There's no relying on anyone else for this one. It was all down to me. So I just did it. I had a few slip up's, but it got to the point where I'd go so long without a spliff, that when I did have a couple of blasts from my… Read how I did it…
It made me
so-so 
How I did it: To be honest, I didn't finish reading it. I got about half way thru and just gradually stopped. I had alot of questions running thru my head, which I always do when it comes to religion. I want to believe, I really do, but I suppose I'm the kind of person who needs facts, which I'm obviously never gonna get when it comes to God. Read how I did it…
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Recent entries
I feel like I’m constantly chasing happiness but never quite reach it. I read self help books, listen to talks, envelop myself within the ideology of Buddhism but still feel like I’m missing something truly fundamental. My life has all the right ingredients for likehappiness but I feel like I’m not getting the results.
A few weeks ago I went back on anti depressants as I felt I was about to embark on a nervous breakdown.But now, I feel like I’m just existing. I’m neither happy nor unhappy I’m just here and have no emotion. I know the logical thing is to carry on til I finish college but I’m not enjoying the nothingness. When I was off them, I had bad days where I felt cap but I also had days when I felt I could literally do anything and it would be wonderful and everyone was perfect. I miss those days.
Love myself by eliminating any negative thoughts that arise and replacing with a positive (read all 16 entries…)
I’m reading The Power by Rhonda Byrne for a second time. I enjoyed it so much the first time round and it’s been a while since I first read it. I feel that negativity has so much to answer for in the world. If I make the effort to feel love for people and things in my life, everything has a magical feel to it and nothing bad can come out of it. I feel like I can take on the world and no one can get in my way. Sometimes its difficult to drag that happiness out from within because it’s so well hidden but it’s worth making the effort for.
