im sick and tired. im tired of people looking at me and gauging my worth by what they think i have. im tired of people putting so much value on items. im tired of people trying to put a value on the ones i love. im tired of the contest going on around me. im tired of money being so important. im tired of having more than i need. what is it i’m fighting for? im fighting for me. im fighting for a breath. im fighting for a better place to be. and im hoping that the change in me can be the change in the people around me.
i go to school everyday with approximately 15,000 to 20,000 people every day, and as far as i know, of those thousands of people, 50 are good hearted people.
hows that for a statistic?
yeah.
Sep 08, 2008, 11:21PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
hiking. pillow fights. swing dancing. rolling around in the covers. foot massages in the middle of the day. favorite records. holding hands. lots of kisses. snuggling. resale shopping. chinese food. big truths. cigarettes. cruising. feeling like kids again. laughing from your belly. singing along when he plays late at night. back to school in 2 weeks.
i am loving life.
Aug 03, 2008, 10:01PM PDT | 3 cheers | 1 comment
jobless. how?, you ask.
im not buying anything!
everytime i dont purchase something that i dont need or can make myself, i consider that saving money.
i might not have an income, but i’ve found something more important that just stashing money into a bank account.
i hardly consider myself to be a consumer anymore.
it feels amazing.
im considering this goal as accomplished. simply because i love the fact, that i have NO brand name clothes in my closet, and i’ve never felt better dressed. i shop at aldi’s and walk out with a months supply of food for the price of a weeks food at a “kroger” or something. and because im not harnessed by expensive purses and frivolous things of the sort.
i love it, and i love who i’ve been lately.
Jul 25, 2008, 07:05AM PDT | 3 cheers | 1 comment