emmell09

So…. this actually goes along with al 3 of my “To Do’s” I have decided to move to Great Lakes next month when Billy leaves instead of in January. I was so stressed about not being here with family for Christmas, but I have a plane ticket to come back already, so it’s no biggie. I’m going to experience new things… a new city, all 4 seasons, new people, a whole new way of life basically. I’m living more and stressing less with this decision. Regardless of when I move out there (it’s inevitable) I will need to find a job, so why prolong it? I will be happier getting our life out there started together instead of having him do it all and then me come and feel like a stranger in my own house at first. It’s all going to be new, and I would like to experience that with him right now. So I’m living for the moment. I’m going to put in my 2 weeks and be rid of a job I can’t stand. I won’t be stayin at a friends house on her couch for 3 months and not feel comfortable. I’m willing to struggle without a job for a little. I think it will be a good thing for me =)

I definitely stress myself out over the smallest, most trivial things. It makes it harder for me to enjoy things. I now have a boyfriend in the military, so life goes where they want us to go. And that makes me stress more, which does not help the situations. So I’m going to work on stressing myself less

I do the same things every day, and the repetition is just boring! I want to get out there and live more! Be more productive, try new things, all that good stuff =)