emogurl92

i wish it was easy but the only way i can think of doing it is to stop eating… and work out… cuz im fat… and need some better ideas… cuz i already don’t eat enough…

I think bad mouthing other people is a horrible thing to do and I say that I hate people that do it. But I guess if that were really true I would hate myself. I don’t care how much you don’t like a person or how much they talk about you. You shouldn’t talk about them. Most the time you talk about people that you don’t even know. And then when you get to know them you feel bad becuase they are way different then they thought you were. I’m just like that. I say that I’m not going to talk crap about people but I still do it. I’m getting better though. I mostly say things to peoples’ faces becuase yes that still hurts but it hurts less. I think its weak if you have to tell the whole world how you feel about a person rather than just saying it to their face. I really don’t like people that talk crap online. But they won’t say it to someones face. I’ve never done that and I don’t ever intend to do that. Basically I just don’t want to talk crap at all anymore. Becuase it just comes back to bight you in the ass. And in the end more people then you wanted to end up getting hurt. If you don’t like someone tell them to their face.

The deeper the blade,
The better it feels.
You’re the reason
My wound heals.
If it weren’t for you,
I wouldn’t be here,
For what kept me
Alive was your fear.
You were afraid
For me to die,
You set me straight,
And now I cry.

All my poetry comes from my past.
So don’t tell me its so good or so depressing cuz thats not why i write.
I write to express myself.
So yea.
But still tell me what you think.
Thank you much.