I'm doing 10 things
I know that I could be creating a breadth quality emotional work. I know that painting could be beneficial. I fear that my skills have waned. I am certain that my tools have deteriorated. I am certain that some of my work will not meet my high standards, but the only way to achieve greatness is through effort.
emperorwes's Life List
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1. Be less lucid
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2. get on with it!
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3. paint through cancer
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4. make a freakin decision
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5. stop the insanity
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6. mock the nerds on all of these web sites
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7. stop going to these nerd websites
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8. die painlessly
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9. rant
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10. kill fewer people
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Recent entries
How do you decide what treatment to take when it all can kill you? Radiation, interferon, chemo they are all dangerous.
Doesn’t radiation cause cancer? Why is ok for doctors to play with posions and inject us with them? Lets see if we can kill some of the cancer before the toxins kill you.
Morbid, huh?
Sure, but I have cancer. I don’t fear death, I fear dying. I want to go out able to smile. I know drugs will make me comfortable, but I don’t want to be so high that I can not share my last moments with my wife and loved ones.
