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i dated this guy for 2 years off and on. then, we went to different huge colleges (lsu and texas a&m). we missed eachother so much. at christmas break, he told me he was going to transfer to my school. i told him not to bc it would be better for both of us. i dont think i knew how in love we were. anyways, a semester later, i had to convince him to come see me and then he took me back. he acted different; he had his guard up but i knew he still liked me. then i dumped him again, and got him back again. well, in the middle of sophomore year he dumped me. 3 months later, he came in town to visit his friends and we hooked up. i asked him if we were ever getting back together and that i would transfer to his school and he said no, and if we got married we’d get divorced. i was heart-broken but didnt show it. then he called me a couple of days later, and i told him i wasnt going there anymore. then i called him about 3 months later to tell him i applied. he dumped the girl he was dating to be with me, but i applied too late and didnt get anything back. he was mad at me along with a little aggravated. we saw eachother a couple of times after that and we acted in love each time. then, i told him i was applying ot his school to make it easier to get into dental school. he told me thats fine, but he wasnt gonna date me long distance before hand. then i said, “will you date me when i get there?” and he said, “im not gonna promise that.” and then i kept calling him and seeing how he felt and he said that i was aggravating him. i bought him a really nice present for his birthday and he didnt care. but he said “if you transferred hear, you KNOW we would end up dating!” IM CONFUSED!!! i think about this guy everyday of my life. i cant decide if i should transfer or not…if i went there, i wouldnt know anyone and it might not work out with he and i, but if i didnt go, i might regret it the rest of my life and lose the guy im in love with because i was scared. the last time we talked, he was mean and i said i wasnt going there, he was selfish, and we should be friends, and he said “stay at your school with your friends, do what is best for you.” it has been 2 months and i miss him desperately and i want to be with him. but i feel like ive been chasing him…its my junior year and i still want to be at his school with him but i dont know if we wants me there…WHAT DO I DO? HELP!!!



get him or get over him!
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i dated this guy for 2 years off and on. then, we went to different huge colleges (lsu and texas a&m). we missed eachother so much. at christmas break, he told me he was going to transfer to my school. i told him not to bc it would be better for both of us. i dont think i knew how in love we were. anyways, a semester later, i had to convince him to come see me and then he took me back. he acted different; he had his guard up but i knew he still liked me. then i dumped him again, and got him back again. well, in the middle of sophomore year he dumped me. 3 months later, he came in town to visit his friends and we hooked up. i asked him if we were ever getting back together and that i would transfer to his school and he said no, and if we got married we’d get divorced. i was heart-broken but didnt show it. then he called me a couple of days later, and i told him i wasnt going there anymore. then i called him about 3 months later to tell him i applied. he dumped the girl he was dating to be with me, but i applied too late and didnt get anything back. he was mad at me along with a little aggravated. we saw eachother a couple of times after that and we acted in love each time. then, i told him i was applying ot his school to make it easier to get into dental school. he told me thats fine, but he wasnt gonna date me long distance before hand. then i said, “will you date me when i get there?” and he said, “im not gonna promise that.” and then i kept calling him and seeing how he felt and he said that i was aggravating him. i bought him a really nice present for his birthday and he didnt care. but he said “if you transferred hear, you KNOW we would end up dating!” IM CONFUSED!!! i think about this guy everyday of my life. i cant decide if i should transfer or not…if i went there, i wouldnt know anyone and it might not work out with he and i, but if i didnt go, i might regret it the rest of my life and lose the guy im in love with because i was scared. the last time we talked, he was mean and i said i wasnt going there, he was selfish, and we should be friends, and he said “stay at your school with your friends, do what is best for you.” it has been 2 months and i miss him desperately and i want to be with him. but i feel like ive been chasing him…its my junior year and i still want to be at his school with him but i dont know if we wants me there…WHAT DO I DO? HELP!!!



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i dated this guy for 2 years off and on. then, we went to different huge colleges (lsu and texas a&m). we missed eachother so much. at christmas break, he told me he was going to transfer to my school. i told him not to bc it would be better for both of us. i dont think i knew how in love we were. anyways, a semester later, i had to convince him to come see me and then he took me back. he acted different; he had his guard up but i knew he still liked me. then i dumped him again, and got him back again. well, in the middle of sophomore year he dumped me. 3 months later, he came in town to visit his friends and we hooked up. i asked him if we were ever getting back together and that i would transfer to his school and he said no, and if we got married we’d get divorced. i was heart-broken but didnt show it. then he called me a couple of days later, and i told him i wasnt going there anymore. then i called him about 3 months later to tell him i applied. he dumped the girl he was dating to be with me, but i applied too late and didnt get anything back. he was mad at me along with a little aggravated. we saw eachother a couple of times after that and we acted in love each time. then, i told him i was applying ot his school to make it easier to get into dental school. he told me thats fine, but he wasnt gonna date me long distance before hand. then i said, “will you date me when i get there?” and he said, “im not gonna promise that.” and then i kept calling him and seeing how he felt and he said that i was aggravating him. i bought him a really nice present for his birthday and he didnt care. but he said “if you transferred hear, you KNOW we would end up dating!” IM CONFUSED!!! i think about this guy everyday of my life. i cant decide if i should transfer or not…if i went there, i wouldnt know anyone and it might not work out with he and i, but if i didnt go, i might regret it the rest of my life and lose the guy im in love with because i was scared. the last time we talked, he was mean and i said i wasnt going there, he was selfish, and we should be friends, and he said “stay at your school with your friends, do what is best for you.” it has been 2 months and i miss him desperately and i want to be with him. but i feel like ive been chasing him…its my junior year and i still want to be at his school with him but i dont know if we wants me there…WHAT DO I DO? HELP!!!




 

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