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  1. 1. be thin
    1,104 people
  2. 2. feel beautiful
    2,058 people
  3. 3. be ana
    61 people
  4. 4. be anorexic
    2,651 people
  5. 5. stop eating
    459 people
  6. 6. fast
    269 people
  7. 7. get to 108 pounds
    1 person
  8. 8. Be strong
    242 people
  9. 9. Grow my hair
    749 people
  10. 10. fast for two weeks
    5 people
  11. 11. Pet every breed of dog
    1 person
  12. 12. Move out
    1 entry
    3,095 people
  13. 13. Try mushrooms
    19 people
  14. 14. Be happy with myself
    1,358 people
  15. 15. Get a better job
    1,275 people
  16. 16. Buy a couch
    53 people
  17. 17. skinny dip
    777 people
  18. 18. Get new clothes
    57 people
  19. 19. Cash my check in ones
    1 person
  20. 20. Get a therapist
    11 people
  21. 21. Get married
    18,700 people
  22. 22. Have longer weekends
    1 person
  23. 23. be good at video games
    3 people
  24. 24. move to Japan
    220 people
  25. 25. feel stable in life
    1 person
  26. 26. Get more sleep
    4,122 people
  27. 27. be loved
    1,845 people
  28. 28. feel important
    25 people
  29. 29. go on a road trip
    3,509 people
  30. 30. graduate college
    2,678 people
  31. 31. be vegan
    170 people
  32. 32. be a raw foodist
    10 people
  33. 33. ride my bike
    270 people
  34. 34. forgive my boyfriend for cheating on me and ignore his porn addiction
    1 person
  35. 35. Believe in myself
    1,190 people
  36. 36. Lose 30 pounds
    5,167 people
  37. 37. Have a best friend.
    477 people
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move out
Crappy Apartment 17 months ago

All I can think about what I want in life is to have some crappy apartment, just moving in and having no furniture… Going to work somewhere downtown in some city, and coming home to my empty apartment. Getting a dog that I can talk to, and have my hands smell like dog all the time, and have my fridge barren, except for the carton of mushrooms, some chocolate soy milk, hot sauce and pickles. In my cabinets all I’d have is rice and spices, mostly really spicey ones (CURRY! :D!) I’d have a few plates, but not much. I’d have time to paint, and I could leave my windows open all night if I wanted. I don;t think I want anything more then that really. I don’t see why that seems like it’s not possible… It seems so…. impossible right now. I can just imagine how happy I could be when I got my first couch xD I guess what I really want is some kind of change… Something more then sharing a crappy small room with my sister,.... I’m never in my room, it’s too cluttered and small, and nothing in it is really mine. I don’t really care about those objects… I don’t want any more objects. I don’t really want anything really. Maybe just a dog I can walk and give baths too and buy toys for.




 

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