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And I’m think I’m ok with it. My set point has gone up to about 108 pounds. I think it is due to my increased physical activity. I am working on papers and swimming. Both my brain and my body are dealing with newer more constant stresses, so altogether I’m getting a better workout. I think I might need the extra 4 lbs but I don’t want to be comfortable with them for too long.

Culturally, I am required to detest death, and maybe as a living thing plain and simple I am required to honor life, but as an individual there are so many signs in nature that seem to tell me that I need to honor my finite life. Should I be thinking about this really when I am reaching terminus and not now? I’m in the best health, but I still here writing because my odds are good.

Yes. Let’s check the dice daily. It is a proper and necessary thing.

This has proved somewhat of an impossible. The schedule of classes and the bus schedule have both imposed some structure in my daily living, but I lallygag at every opportunity. I cannot help it. It’s as if deep inside I abhor the possibility of order. I think I do.