erika_airy

hiiiiiiiiiii…............
i’m airy and i’m 15 years old. i really wanna be a professional well known singer. i’m living in thailand at the moment.well, there was a singing contest called the singer, and who ever is one of the last 10 people in the last round gets to sign in a record company. so i went there. guess what??? there was 2100 people that day, and i was number 2019. i’ve waited from 1 pm to 9 pm!!! and when i went inside, i sang only 30 secounds!! you know because of what??? it’s just because i’m half coloured!!! one of the judges who is an actor didn’t really respect me!! he said ” sorry but we want something that is light or somekind like fair skin teens .next.”ahhh!!!..... I HATE THIS COUNTRY REALLY!! really i don’t care about skin colours but why do thai people still cares about skin clours
sorry can any body tell me what year this is?? isn’t this year 2007??
actually i’m half thai/english/spanish/indian/african/french
i’ve went to other singing contest in england before. it wasn’t like this.at least they let me finish my songs. it doesn’t mean that i have a bad voice. but i think i do. my friendsd and family told me i can be a professional singer if i improve my skills. anywayzz i’m not staying in thailand anymore. i’m fedddd uppp with this country. u know what. in tis country the more lighter you r the more famous you’ll get . think about it
i just can’t believe it!! any wayzz, i don’t really care about it but at that moment i was a bit mad . step by step!!!

i can sing…..but i can’t write songs properly.
can somebody help me??

i am erika and i’m 14 years old.um….i started singing when i was about 5 years old. but for compettitions, i start them when i was about 12 i think. you know the fisrt time. you would really feel excited and nervuos. as the topic ” i really wanna be a singer!!!!” thats true. i really want to be a singer because i really like to be in the light and being famous is what i like. but sometimes i’m really shy!!!! i don’t know why!!!! yo yo. about my voice, i think it’s kindda ok. but i don’t think my voice is like anybody. thats the way i like it. but still, i don’t reallyknow how to control my voice properly!!! because i had never been in a singing course before?>? i just practice on my own or with the teachers at school. i think i know how to sing but i don;t know what to doooooooooo??? help me guys…..thanks…...