est_since_1987

i think there are benefits to not talking as much 1= you listen more. i really thought of myself as an empathetic person but now im begginning to have a rethink. i always thurt i was quite because i gave too much consideration to others, but now i think thats jus what i wanted to belive.
In reality im too selfish to speak, if i truly cared for people then i would make an effort to get to know them. i would ask about their day and say hi to make them happy. but instead im too focused on how insecure im feeling and how i dunt want to look stupid and how im quite. really its not just at my expense but at the expense of people who could have really done with a hello and a smile. If i fail to intecat than im failing society, and we all have a duty to give bak to the people who make us clothes and food, guard us and give us justice.
if your unconfident because you dunt respect yourself then this disrespect will translate to the people that u meet and that really is wrong.

well week one has so far been going good, but its a bit hard to fail on only 250ml a day lol, although i have been purposefully drinking more orange juices and stuff to get myself ready in two months time. one thing i never thurt of is how much itll cost getting two litres of water a day. one six pack of evain costs £2.50. i am aiming to eventyally drink four of these a day, so in a week ill have to buy four packs for every six days- which is £10 every six days :( !!!! i may have to rethink my stratergy on this one…........

i will dirve i will drive i will drive. After my uni exams the first thing i do is find a driving school! for all of us who cannot drive (yet) how annoying is it when those people who can rub it in your face?! ooohhhhhhhhh!