Et,unclean uncleanable

and sad, since I’ve put everything that belong to her in boxes to be taken away as soon as she show up again. In two years that she spent here living with me, my house has turned in a warmer place. But now it’s so empty and cold. I need to take some time and find new stuff for my house. I must do it.

It has always been a hard task to me to see an end in things happening in my life. But now I’m facing the biggest challenge ever. Mindbugging is my favourite game at present time, so I definitely need to curve away from this, leave some pain behind me and explore the real meaning of recent things. For sure my future does not live inside the past cave.

for my birthday.
Thank you very much. Now spending hours at computer is not a pain in the ass!

I’m sorry, cintoio…

over with entry test. Over with subscribtion papers. Now i’m in!

but maybe even more. Or just in a different manner. I really do not know now.

But goal is half-way accomplished, unfortunately. Just missed the chance to complete it, but found fear in the way of my intentions. And I’ve lived on borders.Just there. No crossing.

maybe I’m not on the top. But it seems to me I start seeing it from
where I’m now.

there’s no need to say anything about it. Just listen.

I need to understand.

begins the hardest part of our journey together. But I cannot wait to wake up and see your face again

attention is totally useless. Things happen anyway.

sure I will enjoy for sure sure sure sure sure sure sure sure

needs to be mind free.

for what?

for what?

It’ s impossible now

totaly useless goal

Totally useless goal

Needs to be mind free.Not now, then.