I just feel stumped a little bit…to afraid to believe in and trust the moments are okay to have and that letting go and just enjoying the ride is an okay passtime. Am I afraid of being judged? Am I judging myself?
etincelante's Life List
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1. be real
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2. stand up for myself
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3. enjoy the moment
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4. identify 43 things that make me happy.
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5. start going back to church
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6. be comfortable with being alone
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7. go camping in the spring
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8. bait my own hook
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9. live with integrity
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10. complete my family tree
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11. floss more
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12. Stop caring what other people think of me
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13. Find someone who I can love like crazy and who'll love me the same way back
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14. stop thinking about Jim - let it go
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15. make full use of my Netflix subscription
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16. take a horseback riding vacation
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17. become a better horsewoman
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Recent entries
It's not worth it
3 years ago
There’s nothing there to fix. AND, I didn’t break it…I was there, and I tried, but the fact that there was a player with a loaded deck means that I cut my losses and walk away.
and I enjoyed talking to him very much…it was one of those times where you just chat, and that’s all, and it’s just fun..no expectations, no pressure, and no outcomes…I LOVE no outcomes…I’m still just really tired of it all..and I’m learning to deal..I just really revel in enjoying the moments as they come and recognizing them for what they are…
