evilsheep29




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How I did it
How to go to university
It took me
18 years
It made me


How to pass grade 8 singing
It took me
7 years
It made me
Happy


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find the name to a song i only know the lyrics to
Untitled 19 months ago

santogold – creator :D



say sorry less
Untitled 22 months ago

alright, i did research on the internet about this kind of thing. Yes, it is true, it is borne from low self esteem. It seems like you can never break out of the cycle.

I was saying sorry because i thought (and still do sadly) that I was always getting on people’s nerves or something along those lines. I felt like an incovenience, and that by saying sorry i would be effectively cancelling out my bad points.

What made it worse was that my mum used to shout at me about it saying that i was being “insincere” and that what i said meant nothing…that kind of hurt because i really couldn’t help it..kind of.

It is a problem to an extent, you are holding back, telling yourself that you are wrong all the time is so demoralising. If you are feeling stressed, don’t bottle it up, find someone RELIABLE, not a fairweather friend to talk to.

And i won’t apologise for rambling.
xxx



pierce my ears
Pierced ears! 22 months ago

Alright im not going to be all stupid about this, literally all that happens is that two holes are punched through your lobes and that’s about it. Sometimes you get the scare mongers that go on about how it will really hurt and it takes forever for them to heal, etc. Well, im a bit of a coward, yet i did it. It was fine, you do feel something, but next to nothing.

that’s all there really is to say.



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