I'm doing 22 things
I’m half way there. A couple of months ago I let my depression get the better of me and i stopped doing all the things i loved. I started smoking again, i self harmed and i stopped trying hard at school. My life was just going down and down and down. I got councilling and anger managment. Do you wanna know what helped me? Well i was so pissed off with all the things my councillor was trying to make me do i gave up on her and did everything my way. I looked at life and thought I have lots of potential! I can sing, I can draw, I can play music and i’m creative! I joined air cadets again which was really hard because i had to do everything myself… I didn’t have my best friend hannah to talk for me and make my decisions. I went on camp which was the best week of my life! And that has opened my eyes to the world! I’ve started going to the gym, I haven’t self harmed in over a month and i haven’t smoked in 2 weeks!! I’m eating again and I’m smiling again! But i’m not done yet! I’m going to try my best at everything, air cadets, school and especially singing!!
I’d like to say thanks to Hannah (my best friend who i will always remember no matter what!) my new friend Eve, my new boyfriend Dan (who taught me what love really is) my friends who went to Digby (who taught me you don’t need money to have fun!) and I’d like to thank my tutor Miss Charlotte West (who opened my eyes to my singing career!) =]
