evrielastbreath

easist goal on my list and yet, i can’t seem to remeber to do it as often as i wanted. got to keep working on it. gone to get a bottle now

guys are awesome. but every once in awhile there are just some things you can’t really talk to guys about. I get along with everybody i meet. girl friends seem to come and go very quickly though. with guys, its just seems so much easier. instead of hanging out with my normal “dude” friends all the time, im gonna attempt to step out of my comfort zone, try and take a chance on getting stabbed in the back or slapped in the face or whatever it is that girls are so viciously known for. whats to lose?

im young, a bit immature and sometimes even a little reckless. so me being head over heels for this guy is..well, kinda serious yo =) from being around all the people at school, dating at my age is like a game.in the past it was fun. but ive stopped attempting to “date” guys the way everyone in high school expects you to “date” guys. which in my opinion isn’t really even dating at all. i don’t have time for worrying about my reputation, or worrying about trying to measure up to some boys crumby standards. the best thing i can offer right now is just friendship. i’ve come to find that “falling in love” hurts more then anything, and though i would only say i’ve been that far once maybe even possibly twice in my lifetime ive also found that the only way to fall in love, is to FALL. in other words,you take risks. you find yourself. but you have to try to still live. i mean really live. changing shouldn’t be an option. that should be all it takes to “win his heart” as cliche as that may sound. if not then he’s not worth the time. right?

“walking the streets with you & your worn out jeans. i cant help thinking ‘This is how it ought to be’”