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ever since i was little and saw my sister do this dance in band, i’ve wanted to do this dance, its like the coolest thing in the world!!!!!!

were young but want the same things in life, only i’m not aloud to look or talk to anyone, have friends, talk about my past, the only thing i can do is live unwillingly. i want to keep dating him, but i want to be happy, . . please help me.

i can’t talk to anyone, look at anyone, talk about old friends or my past, . . i can’t tell him what to do, no that would be wrong, or so he says, ... he wears the pants and if i tell him i want to do something, he gives me those “you better shut your mouth or else” eyes. hes never hit me but hes strong, really strong, and he wants to take these protein pills that makes him angry when he works out. and i’m afraid that hell be angry all the time, i love him and i don’t want to break up with him but, i don’t know what else to do. help me please